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Wow, it's been a while

2010-09-06T14:35:00.003+08:00

I didnt realize that i hadn't been in here for about 5 months now....

until i saw some retailer sell clothes through facebook and i saw some of them are using blogs too..

i still remember vividly my accident just nearby my hubby's house on 29th May 2010. I was really hurt at the back of my lower spine and upper spine and neck...the impact was so strong that i still couldn't forget every detail of the incident.

Believe it or not, i have Love notes from my belove Father in Heaven every now and then...so to continue, after my back bumped into that lorry, i felt helpless as my parents in-law also were in accident, on the way back to grandparents in-law garden..my darling hubby still finding for them in the dark...

i got out of the car, got so restless and heavy heart and yet God was whispering into my ear 'Daughter, this is my heart's desire for you, to bless you, to protect you, to be pleased with you, to be gracious to you and to give you my peace. - Your Father'

After that, I felt much more peaceful and grateful that God has arranged Karen & mummy Grace to my aid... Long story short, life goes on, and my sweetheart has come back.. awaiting for his heart to be back too...

All in all, God is good, God is great all the time....

Lord, thank you for being with me always.. Amen

Ti Amo by Arron Yan Ya Lun of Fahrenheit (Fei Lun Hai) featuring Jade Liu (not exactly sure who she is...)

2010-04-28T19:46:00.003+08:00

Personality of Scorpio

2010-04-28T19:32:00.001+08:00

Just for reading.... to get to know myself more.... not meant to believe but some are truthly blended with my personality....

God is still the great creator of this universe and mankind..... :)

Scorpio is the eighth sign of the zodiac and represented by the scorpion. Scorpios are truly the contradicting sign. They can be the best and worst of both worlds - independent and clingy, loving and cold, authoritative and weak. Above all else, they are intense about almost everything.

Scorpios are often mysterious people because their true feelings run so deep and they keep their emotions hidden. They also like to uncover things under the surface of others and are very intuitive. Their intense desire to uncover things combined with their determination and loyalty make them great spiritual leaders, scientist, and doctors. They are very adaptable, often changing careers and going down new paths.

They can be strong willed and determined, almost to the point of being stubborn. This makes them great competitors, even if they are able to hide this desire to win from you. This also makes Scorpios very dominant, controlling and passionate. When they do not have a positive outlet for self-expression, they often turn inwards and become destructive.

When wronged, they do not easily forgive. It is almost as if the Scorpio sign invented the word "revenge." However, they just as easily never forget an act of kindness and are always ready to repay it. Scorpios are very loyal friends, but can be possessive. Scorpios are also conservative when it comes to money but when they do spend it; they know the right investments to make.

Brilliant Minds
Scorpios have a native understanding of humans and often show psychic tendencies. They are often interested in the mind and its potential powers. Scorpio is the sign of many of life's mysteries: birth, sex, death, and regeneration. They are willing to explore things others are afraid to look into such as different religions and the occult.

Intense
Scorpios are often a force to be reckoned with. They are passionate, committed and in the same turn, if you are an enemy, they can be just as intensely ruthless. Scorpios are so intense, there are few challenges they are not willing to meet. They will use any information at hand to beat competitors and do not hesitate to move in for the kill.

Weaknesses
Because of their intensity, Scorpios can be jealous, possessive, and controlling. When mistreated, they will make it their objective to get revenge, even if it takes years. They like to keep their true emotions hidden from others, which causes people to perceive them as cold and uncaring.

Parts of the Body Ruled by Scorpio
The genitals - Because the genitals rule them, Scorpios are susceptible to venereal disease and urinary infections. They may also suffer from fatigue and bad health due to their explosive emotions.

Famous Scoprios
Actors/Entertainers

* Lucille Ball
* Henry Winkler
* Will Rogers
* Roy Rogers
* Richard Burton
* Katharine Hepburn
* Demi Moore
* Rodney Dangerfield

Musicians/Singers

* Paul Simon
* Art Garfunkel
* John P. Sousa
* Bonnie Raitt
* Mahalia Jackson

Scientists

* Jonas Salk
* Marie Curie
* Carl Sagan

Artists/Writers

* Pablo Picasso
* Voltaire
* Dylan Thomas
* Sylvia Plath
* Truman Capote
* Claude Monet
* Georgia O'Keeffe
* Kurt Vonnegut

Politicians/Leaders

* Prince Charles
* Marie Antoinette
* Bill Gates
* Hillary Rodham Clinton
* Michael Dukakis
* Rev. Billy Graham
* Indira Gandhi
* Robert Kennedy
* Gen. George Patton
* Martin Luther King
* James Garfield

Scorpios can be your best friend or worst enemy. They are loving and passionate, even if they seem cold on the surface. They are often driven by their intensity and are determined to do whatever they set their mind to.

3rd Day of CNY

2010-02-16T12:52:00.002+08:00

my hubby is very persistent recently....haha...remind me of myself last time.... today we will have a short trip to somewhere outside miri..... just to have some time togetherness....that's what he claimed.....

now i realize the feeling of daughter leaving mom's home forever... u cannot simple go back without proper reason.....feel like silence restrictions.....just some advises for girls outside there..... i know u will think otherwise or u will think all these are impossible... but enjoy ur relationships with ur family before u got married....becoz once u joined the M club (married couple club), you are adult already....

there are many questions by all people around....which my mouth dont wanna open to answer..... just forgive me for becoming ignorant.... i just wanna keep to myself....

enough of negative feelings....haha.... dont be shy, just talk to me.... if i dun reply u, dun get upset, coz i just dont have the answer.... i may have answers but my words may sting u.....haha.... time to go.....

14th February 2010

2010-02-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

it's amazing how God shows to you blessings and miracles when you seek for HIM...

tonight we got back home earlier than last year as we had the nicest dinner and i was surprised when my hubby ask me to get ready coz he wants to bring me go eat lelapan ikan, my favourite at waterfront area..when on the way to town, suddenly siamese secrets came to mind.... then mr. ho fine food came to mind, but all the places were not what we expect to spend our time there tonight....round and round we go until 8.23pm.....fratini, seahorse, coco's, deli france, soho, kedai mamak.....our hearts didnt feel right or comfortable with all the choices.... well, Miri really lacks of amazing place to dine in at all......

today, i know Valentine day is at the same day as first day Chinese New Year, so u can expect most shops are close.....as we had been long together and just recently tied knots, things has gone smoothly and without much hassle, of coz when during courtship, higher expectations and higher demands in perfection, hahaha.... dont think of me talking craps.... but now i realize the differences between already married and being just gf and bf status.....but i really thank God because we had satisfactory valentine dinner in a cozy place......

we made decisions to go to siamese secrets but unfortunately, really disappointing, i know we both never been there but tonight, can u imagine to spend rm168 just to dine at siamese secrets? i dont mind about the money but the place not worth for that price package, if u know what i mean.

on the other hand, we finally dined at Dave's Deli.... it's been a while when we last dined there.... but never think to have dinner for our Valentine.... we had main course, and this time i ordered desserts, coz suddenly i was in the mood for apple pie... (i have allergies for cinnamon powder - i straight go to loo if i consumed some of it)....but the apple pie was really good, coz it's warm in the inside, with the superb milk custard sauce and a scoop of ice cream..... it's a 5 stars rating for this time....

seriously, i cant take cinnamon, not that i dislike cinnamon...i dont like yellow custard but this milk custard really compromise the dessert for today...

well, this is what i called blessings when you really believe in Jesus can do everything and God has plans for us...

to everyone else, singles or couples, Happy Valentine Day to u....for those singles, my dear friends, i know u are depressed becoz dont have bfs..... pray to Our Almighty Father in Heaven to provide partners for u, alright?

Last but not least, Happy Chinese New Year for those who are celebrating....

thanks alot for spending ur time reading....

nitey nite

Tiger New Year

2010-02-11T19:30:00.002+08:00

This year is metal tiger year.....haha... sound superstitious? nahhhhh......hmmm..... i take long leave again..........tired la.........but unpay leave...lol.......not rich but enjoying myself only

okay....where shall we start visiting ler? i'm married to kelabit man, but still i wont want to miss the 'pai nian' mood lor..... so stay tune, my dear friends.......i'm coming to ur house with my hubby.........haha... dont forget to sms me ur address owh.........

cant wait lar.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehehe

My wedding 23.01.2010

2010-02-10T22:09:00.002+08:00

Now, it's almost a month after our wedding...or u can say 3 weeks from that date 23rd January 2010.

It's been amazing, things had gone smoothly overall.....which wedding is really perfect? there are pros and cons in the way...

many requested for our photos to be posted on the facebook....but i'm still thinking, shall we do as requested?

man, we spent lotsa $$$$$$ and they just wanna get our photos easily......what do u say??

neat leather for stars

2009-08-07T11:49:00.003+08:00

Found this, from someone very lovely in facebook, friends for sale section....lol........crazy players up to millions of $$$$$$$.....

then saw this leather crafted horrowskop....hahaha....just spread the love.......huggies

New August

2009-08-03T13:53:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i felt everyone stop blogging, not because they are busy and not because people dont comment their blogs but because someone stopped blogging, thus the disease of unblogging has started....

yesterday is first sunday or first holy communion i followed after i baptized on 5th July 2009... then experiences after experiences are different from before the ultimate bathe.....

these experiences testing my patience and my faith for Jesus Christ.....sometimes it's tiring, sometimes can 'feel' something is urging me to think more positive.....it's great....

one thing really change is my mom listen deeply to what i said and she did changed, though not immediately...yet at times she gave me many unsolved matters..... unlike before, she is not very open of any issues......

I really hope to read more blogs from unusual friends in my circle.... you know who you are...... the one i ever put any comments on your blogs...........dont stop even though u got nothing to scribble..... life's short.......i'm implementing a new change in my life.....can't tell much right now... just wait and see........

At my age, it's too young to die but i have heard few friends of our batch in st.columba, miri, has passed away....May God bless them in after life......yet mostly has first kid already....hahaha...maybe they want to be grandfolks fast fast........

I enjoy desserts very much....and now craving for the moist cakes in coffee bean at BSB, Brunei......the price is a little bit higher than Coffeebean Miri, but i assure you(for those really take excellent service into consideration, i recommend you to enjoy your evening in BSB, Brunei.....well, that is one of my favourite hangout.......i guess i have to wait till next week to pay a visit there..... haha.... if your timing is good, there might be some superbikes vrooming loudly passing the road there........

well, till then, enjoy this wonderful life as you can, even though you are jobless, you are working, you are single, you are divorced, you are alone, you are being bullied.... well, Karma is always around...... you treat ppl nice, you get rewards, if you got bullied, punishment from our Heavenly Father will arrange for them....so in words, if someone annoy you, dont do the same thing back, coz that's their sins, and you are replying with sins.......

God bless you~

Age calculator

2009-07-23T12:42:00.000+08:00

I was born on a Wednesday and since my birthday...
I've been living for 27 years
I've been living for 332 months
I've been living for 10,122 days
I've been living for 242,951 hours
I've been living for 14,577,100 minutes
I've been living for 874,626,036 seconds
My heart has beaten more than 1,020,397,000 times!

LOL

It takes more than good memory to have good memories

2009-07-13T03:01:00.002+08:00

Hear, O Lord, and answer me,
for I am poor and needy.

Guard my life, for I am devoted to you.
You are my God; save your servant who trusts in you.

Have mercy on me, O Lord, for I call to you all day long.
Bring joy to your servant, for to you, O Lord,
I lift up my soul.

You are forgiving and good, O Lord,
abounding in love to all who call to you.

Hear my prayer, O Lord;
listen to my cry for mercy.
In the day of my trouble I will call to you,
for you will answer me.

Among the gods, there is none like you, O Lord;
no deeds can compare with yours.

All the nations you have made
will come and worship before you, O Lord;
they will bring glory to your name.

For you are great and do marvelous deeds;
you alone are God.

Teach me your way, O Lord,
and I will walk in your truth;
give me an undivided heart,
that I may fear your name.

Hello

2009-07-10T16:06:00.003+08:00

been busy for past few weeks.....went to baptismal class then baptized on 5/7/09 then feel relaxed and watched this BF's movies, all four guys are adorable and really charming yet this guy has baby face......wooooooow........he is crazy of tea sets collections and poultry

my sister in New Zealand has finished watched this series about 25 episodes....well, she has Korean friends over there......that's why she can watch faster than me....haha..... well.... gtg, i'm enjoying watching it now........cant wait to cuddle them....LOL

a new month

2009-06-04T11:01:00.002+08:00

Hai Hai, sunshine kissers,

am sorry didnt update my blog for quite some moments now.....just lately realize something which i myself had a shock out of it....

you know...

i bound to meet with people treat me like shyt, who dont appreciate my present, who dont appreciate my being with them when i care, i love, i respect and i admire to be with them...

am really Xhausted....

i have been loyal to you, no flirt with others, no touch others, no clubbing with others, no fool around with others, in the end, i'm being pushed away for being loyal...that's too big price for me pay....

hopeless..

worthless..

After making thousand of excuses, call me money swindler, call me all sort of names, it's

pointless..

then i wanted to try to defend myself, tears swelled up, i totally felt

helpless..

Just one word for U, TACTLESS!

After half hour, u said u need me most, u r sorry, u miss me so much......

If i were to let this argument go, i'm

heartless......

Bcoz...

i'm a simple girl.... with a bleeding heart..... after you threw my heart into the garbage bin, u took it out and caress again..... it wont be the same coz the dirt(pain) is still sticking there.....

I wont turn back....

my lucky number..

2009-05-08T16:48:00.003+08:00

Lately, i almost got myself into a very emo situation but somehow i manage to grab myself through...haha... thanks to facebook, eventhough during this crisis yet boring time, whereby i dont do my usual things at usual moments, there's bound to have some tests or quizes for fun.... it's not the end of the world if you didnt get the exact moments that u want.

Your lucky number is 1! The number 1 is going to be lucky for you in the next few days....so watch out for anything related with this number!....Good Luck!

2009-05-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

Damn you are a very fashionable person!!!.
You like to set new fashions,and trends,everyone wants the kind of clothes you have.You were born to be faboulsly fashionable.

Today's verse

2009-05-08T16:07:00.000+08:00

Psalm 51:10
Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.

Bible verse which fits me best

2009-05-08T16:02:00.001+08:00

Love the Lord your God with all your Heart... Love your neighbor...Matthew 22:37-38

You abound in love and compassion, even for those who may not deserve it.

Don't forget to pray for your love ones

2009-04-26T01:32:00.003+08:00

I have got this from my email from a beautiful friend now working in KK.... by Jennifer Ng...

I just send my darling to go back... then i toss here and there and i couldnt sleep and i realize that i have not check my hotmail for the past 3 weeks already..... then found this email... really amazing....

Subject: FW: GOD's 26 GUARDS.

Have you ever felt the urge to pray for someone and then just put it on a list and said, "I'll pray for them later?"Or has anyone ever called you and said, "I need you to pray for me, Ihave this need?"Read the following story that was sent to me and may it change the waythat you may think about prayer and also the way you pray.

You will be blessed by this.A missionary on furlough told this true story while visiting his homechurch in Michigan."While serving at a small field hospital in Africa, every two weeks Itravelled by bicycle through the jungle to a nearby city for supplies.This was a journey of two days and required camping overnight at thehalfway point.On one of these journeys, I arrived in the city where I planned tocollect money from a bank, purchase medicine, and supplies, and thenbegin my two-day journey back to the field hospital.

Upon arrival in the city, I observed two men fighting, one of whom hadbeen seriously injured.I treated him for his injuries and at the same time talked to himabout the Lord.I then travelled two days, camping overnight, and arrived home withoutincident...

Two weeks later I repeated my journey.Upon arriving in the city, I was approached by the young man I hadtreated. He told me that he had known I carried money and medicines.He said, 'Some friends and I followed you into the jungle, knowing youwould camp overnight. We planned to kill you and take your money anddrugs.But just as we were about to move into your camp, we saw that you weresurrounded by 26 armed guards.'At this, I laughed and said that I was certainly all alone in thatjungle campsite.The young man pressed the point, however, and said, 'No, sir, I wasnot the only person to see the guards, my friends also saw them, andwe all counted them. It was because of those guards that we wereafraid and left you alone.

'At this point in the sermon, one of the men in the congregation jumpedto his feet and interrupted the missionary and asked if he could tellhim the exact day this happened.The missionary told the congregation the date, and the man whointerrupted told him this story:"On the night of your incident in Africa, it was morning here and Iwas preparing to go play golf. I was about to putt when I felt theurge to pray for you. In fact, the urging of the Lord was so strong, Icalled men in this church to meet with me here in the sanctuary topray for you. Would all of those men who met with me on that day standup?"The men who had met together to pray that day stood up. The missionarywasn't concerned with who they were, he was too busy counting how manymen he saw.There were 26!This story is an incredible example of how the Spirit of the Lordmoves in mysterious ways. If you ever hear such prodding, go alongwith it.Nothing is ever hurt by prayer except the gates of hell. I encourageyou to forward this to as many people as you know.If we all take it to heart, we can turn this world toward God onceagain.

As the above true story clearly illustrates, "with God allthings are possible".More importantly, how God hears and answers the prayers of the faithful.After you read this, please pass it on and give God thanks for thebeautiful gift of your faith, for the powerful gift of prayer, and forthe many miracles He works in your own daily life... and then pass iton. Who says God does not work in mysterious ways?I asked the Lord to bless you as I prayed for you today. To guide youand protect you as you go along your way.His love is always with you, His promises are true, and when we giveHim our cares you know He will see us through.So when the road you're travelling on seems difficult at best, Justremember I'm here praying, and God will do the rest.Pass this on to those whom you want God to bless.

Uno Undercover

2009-04-25T10:14:00.004+08:00

haaa.... this is the game i just finished playing.....so addictive until my butt is flatten after the game is finished....

want this game fully cracked? contact me and i give u the crack...mwahhhaahahaha..........

weird day

2009-04-23T23:39:00.001+08:00

Halooooooooooo sunshine kissers.....

sorry for not posting anything real from myself....hhehehehe

2009-04-23T11:51:00.002+08:00

http://apps.facebook.com/realage/quiz/questions

Cynthia's real age is 23 years old.

The Gummy Bear Song With Lyrics

2009-04-21T14:40:00.001+08:00

Gummibar - Itsy bitsy tweenie weenie

2009-04-20T09:59:00.004+08:00

I was kinda upset, kinda weary, kinda having mix feeling of everything...... suddenly miss my old time school at St Co... remember this beat of song from a friend....haha... but now she is in Australia.....

Bop bop bop bop bopopopopopopop

She was afraid to come out of the locker
She was as nervous as she could be
She was afraid to come out of the locker
She was afraid that somebody would see

Two three four tell the people what she wore

It was an Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini
That she wore for the first time today
An Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini
So in the locker, she wanted to stay

Two three four stick around we'll tell you more

Bop bop bop bop bopopopopopopop

She was afraid to come out in the open (badadup)
So a blanket around her she wore (badadup)
She was afraid to come out in the open (badadup)
So she sat, bundled up on the shore (badadup)

Two three four tell the people what she wore

It was an Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini
That she wore for the first time today
An Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini
So in the blanket, she wanted to stay

Two three four the stick around we'll tell you more

Bop bop bop bop bopopopopopopop

Now she's afraid to come out of the water
And I wonder what she's gonna do
Now she's afraid to come out of the water
And the poor little girl's turning blue

Two thee four tell the people what she wore

It was an Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini
That she wore for the first time today
An Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini
So in the water, she wanted to stay

From the Locker to the blanket
From the blanket to the shore
From the shore to the water
Guess there isnt any more i love this song!!

Fun Facts: Scorpio

2009-04-20T02:32:00.003+08:00

Deep, intense Scorpio may seem withdrawn, but natives of this sign hold within themselves rapid-firing brains and rich depths.

Source: http://astrocenter.astrology.msn.com/msn/ScorpioFunFact_Article.aspx

Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats the heart of the deeply intense Scorpio. Passionate, penetrating, and determined, this sign will probe until they reach the truth. The Scorpio may not speak volumes or show emotions readily, yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface. Excellent leaders, Scorpions are always aware. When it comes to resourcefulness, this sign comes out ahead.

Friends and Family

Sincerity and truth are strong components of the Scorpio's friends. It can take some time before really close bonds are formed, but once done, the Scorpio will remain dedicated and loyal. Witty and intellectual, they prefer companions who are humorous and easygoing. Full of surprises, this sign will give you the shirt off their backs if that's what you need, yet once they are crossed, there's no turning back. They feel deeply, and once hurt, it can be impossible to turn things around. Commitment to family is strong and consistent with the Scorpio. They are exceptionally helpful in managing affairs, and they are excellent advocates when needed.

Career and Money

I desire is the key phrase for the Scorpio. They are fantastic at managing, solving, or creating. Once the Scorpio sets their sights on a goal, there's no deterring this sign. Tasks that require a scientific, penetrating approach are always best done by Scorpions as they will delve deeply into the materials they have. Their ability to focus coupled with determination makes for strong management skills. They're not ones to worry about making friends on the job scene; rather, they prefer to see the task accomplished well.

Pursuing such careers as scientist, doctor, investigator, navigator, detective, researcher, police officer, business manager, and psychologist all suit the mighty Scorpio. Respect is an essential aspect of working for this sign. They need to respect their coworkers while also feeling a sense of being respected by others.

Scorpions are disciplined enough to stick to a budget and unafraid of working as hard and as long as it takes to get themselves in a good financial position. Many are fortunate and inherit money. Whatever the case - and regardless of the balance - they are great managers of their dollars and are not apt to overspend. Money means security and a sense of control, which is important to the Scorpio. Therefore, they're going to hang onto the majority of the cash, making decisions carefully before turning any of it over.

Love and Sex

This is the strongest of the sexualities in the Zodiac. Incredibly passionate, the Scorpio takes intimacy seriously. Partners need to be intelligent and honest. Much of the foreplay for this sign happens long before the bedroom through conversation and observation. Once in love, they are devoted and loyal to the death. But relationships can take some time. The Scorpio needs to build trust and respect for a potential mate slowly and thoroughly.

SCORPIO TIDBITS

Health
Each sign has a part of the anatomy attached to it, making this the area of the body that is most sensitive to stimulation. The anatomical areas for Scorpio are the genitals, bladder, rectum, and the reproductive organs.

Ruling Planet
The ruling planet for Scorpio is Pluto. Traditionally, this planet rules that which is hidden from view. It also represents conception, birth, death, slow growth, generation, regeneration, unpopular causes, anonymity, phobias, and the exposition of secrets.

Colors
The colors of choice for Scorpio are dark red and maroon.

Gemstone
Scorpio's star stone is the opal.

Lucky Numbers
Scorpio's lucky numbers are 2, 7, and 9.

Compatibility
Scorpions are most compatible with Pisces and Cancer.

Opposite Sign
The opposite sign of Scorpio is Taurus.

The Perfect Gift
The best gifts for a Scorpio are sentimental choices, clothing (especially something sexy), and non-fiction books.

Likes
Truth, facts, being right, teasing, longtime friends, a grand passion, a worthy adversary

Dislikes
Dishonesty, passive people, revealing secrets

House
Natural sign of the Eighth House. This house focuses on sex, taxes, death and rebirth, a partner's resources, inheritance, and regeneration.

Famous Scorpions
Hillary Clinton, Leonardo DiCaprio, Sean Combs, Julia Roberts

Best travel destination
Zambia, Syria, Norway, Halifax, Liverpool, New Orleans, Washington, D.C.

Strengths
Passionate, stubborn, resourceful, brave, a true friend

Weaknesses
Jealous, distrusting, secretive, violent, caustic

Charismatic marks
An intense look in the eyes, muscular

Best environment
Dark, sensuous places, any situation that offers power or rouses strong feelings

Fun Facts: Taurus

2009-04-20T01:42:00.001+08:00

Source: http://astrocenter.astrology.msn.com/msn/ArticleAstrologyHomeV2.aspx?sd=20090421&GT1=21001

Strong, dependable Taurus leads the way when it comes to reaping the rewards of hard work. Lovers of everything that is fine and beautiful, Taureans surround themselves with material gains. This is a sensual, tactile sign. Touch is very important in everything from work to romance. Stable and conservative, Taureans are among the most reliable of the zodiac. While sometimes viewed as stubborn, this sign will plod along on a task until the very end, ensuring that everything is up to standard. They're highly creative and thoroughly enjoy making things with their own hands.

Friends and Family
Domestic affairs are very important to the Taurus. Values surrounding family are usually strong and fixed to the point where the Bull will do anything to protect them. Intelligence and a good sense of humor make this sign great company, and Taureans are often sought for advice on the practical way of doing things. Once a friend is made and trusted, this relationship will last for a lifetime. They're loyal and always willing to lend a hand. In fact, many friendships for the Taurus start in childhood. Promises and oaths to others are taken seriously. Time spent with family members is also prized. Taureans adore children, and will be the first at family events such as reunions and holiday gatherings. They love to entertain in their own homes and don't think twice about having a house full of friends and relatives to celebrate life's events.

Career and Money
Stability is the keyword for this sign. The key phrase for Taurus is "I have." Taureans love money, and they're not afraid to work hard to get it. On the job, the Taurus is dependable, patient, and thorough. Once they set their minds to a project, they will stick with it until completion, regardless of how long or complicated it might be. Taureans are on time, up for almost anything, and diligent.

A sense of one's values is a huge motivator when it comes to the Taurus. Second to that is the love of the rewards that follow hard work. Because members of this sign love to surround themselves with material finery and enjoy the better foods and luxuries that life has to offer, work is very important. It is the means to an end - and the Taurus is always aware of this.

Taureans are excellent managers of money. They will pay their bills on time and will keep a reserve tucked away. On occasion, you can see some overspending, but this is only once in a while. The Taurus will plan for the item they desire and save until they have the additional resources to attain what they want. Careers that suit this strong sign are farming, banking, medicine, education, and building.

Love and Sex
Be prepared to take your time when it comes to the Taurus lover. Exceptionally sensual, touch is most important, and being rushed in any way, shape, or form is not going to turn this sign on. Mates are often from the same status and social circle able to match the Bull's intellect and desire for the better things in life. Expect affections to be shown through material items - the Taurus is a great gift-giver.

TAURUS TIDBITS:

Health
Each sign has a part of the anatomy attached to it, making this the area of the body most sensitive to stimulation. The anatomical areas for Taurus are the throat, neck, ears, vocal cords, thyroid, tongue, mouth, tonsils, and the lower teeth.

Ruling Planet
The ruling planet for Taurus is Venus. This planet's action is gentle and harmonious. It governs beauty, charm, emotional contacts, possessions, unions of all kinds, singing, art, culture, sweets, and moral character.

Color
The color of choice for Taurus is pink.

Gemstone
Taurus' star stone is the Emerald.

Lucky Numbers
Taurus' lucky numbers are 2 and 8.

Compatibility
Taureans are most compatible with Virgo and Capricorn.

Opposite Sign
The opposite sign of Taurus is Scorpio.

The Perfect Gift
Soft fabrics, floral scents, cookbooks, flowers, candy

Likes
Gardening, cooking, working with hands, music, romance, high-quality clothing

Dislikes
Sudden changes, complications, insecurity of any kind, synthetic fabrics

House
Natural sign of the Second House. This house focuses on values, freedom, earning ability, possessions, and inner and outer resources.

Famous Taureans
Randy Travis, Jack Nicholson, Cate Blanchett, George Clooney, David Beckham

Best Travel Destination
Ireland, Switzerland, Sweden, Russia

Strength
Dependable, patient, musical, practical

Weakness
Stubborn, uncompromising, possessive

Charismatic marks
Solid, big bones, tendency to gain weight

Best environment
A secluded home close to nature. Good food is also important. Beauty and comfort are a must.

colour which suits me

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green.

you're very calm, cool, and collected. you don't like frantic situations and are very organized. you always try and deal with your emotions in a very civilized way.

Birthdate

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You are Number 1

the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month

You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies on a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original.

You are Number 2

the 2nd,11th, 20th, 29th of any month

No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon.You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication.You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a business person. You are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you are a man, you tend to get involve infights & arguments in the family. You will sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision. You make a well-balanced person.

You are Number 3

the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month

You are hard hearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope with everything. You seem to have your way in everything.And from birth you would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want.You always make a point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you.A tough player you are! But once you are comfortable with someone, itwillbe a lasting friendship. You always earn respect from others. You seemtohave lots of worries and problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look after your family and help friends, soyouwill spend a life time just being generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom, creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world.

You are Number 5

the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month

You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously.You will be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help your friends.You will have more than one relationship,but when you settle down you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You learn your life through your personal experiences.

You are Number 6

the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month

Ooopppss.. you were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness,domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for everyone because you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step further.

You are Number 7

the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month

You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy, you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have everything in your life but with worries throughout your life time. You need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting.If you don't, then you might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy.

You are Number 8

the 8th, 17th, 26th of any month

You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and always prepared to help others. However,once you settle down, (which is often late), then your hard lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly- disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take you to success. You area great part of a family team. You are a fighter.

You are Number 9

the 9th, 18th, 27th of any month

You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gottenthere! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian,patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone.

Personality by Birth Date

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You are Number 4

the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month

You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, as you gifted are with understanding other people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girlfriends and you tend to have too much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a hit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order.

The best Pet for your Sign (Horrowscope)

2009-04-13T11:06:00.003+08:00

Hellllloooooooooooooo my sunshine kissers,

I have found some interesting articles for those who have some interest in astrology thingys.....

*****Please remember that all Sun Sign natives are a complex mix of different characteristics, and their preferences are also the result of different upbringings and cultures.*****

Aries
These bold and energetic ones of the Zodiac need a pet that can keep up with them through all their adrenaline-pumping activities. An Irish Terrier fits the bill perfectly. They are courageous and active dogs, affectionately referred to as "the daredevils of the dog world" by fanciers of the breed. Serving as messengers and sentinels during World War I, these dogs will fearlessly accompany an Aries on adventurous treks.

Taurus
Aesthetically aware and highly tactile, Taureans will enjoy a pet that is cute and oh-so-cuddly. Pomeranian dogs are sure to delight. Their soft, fluffy coats need regular brushing and grooming, something a Taurus, who appreciates beautiful hair, will enjoy. Poms are highly intelligent, easily trained, and very friendly - all traits that will appeal to a sensible Taurus. Poms will get attached to their owners and may follow them everywhere, which suits steadfast Taurus.

Gemini
What better companion for these chatty intellects than a pet with cognitive abilities that can chatter? An African Grey Parrot is sure to inspire the Gemini mind. These birds belong to one of the most intelligent parrot species and possess the ability to develop a large vocabulary and communicate efficiently with their owner. They become easily bored and thrive in a stimulating, interactive environment. Geminians will find no lack of intellectual stimulation with these clever birds.

Cancer
Cancers feel their way through life and, for emotional gratification, prefer a small pet they can hold, caress, and care for. Hamsters are cute, clean, and a joy to take care of. Like a Cancer, a hamster is happiest in a comfy, spacious home. Hamsters eat a variety of foods, and Cancers will have no trouble feeding them from their well-stocked kitchen. A litter of baby hamsters will satisfy a Cancer's maternal and nurturing instincts.

Leo
A superb yet playful pet would melt the heart of a Leo because Leos are regal at heart and lovers of extravagant beauty. Siamese cats are sleek, lively, and entertaining, which allows them to capture the interest of a Leo easily. Ownership of a Siamese cat was restricted to the members of the royal family in ancient times, making the cats quite fitting for Leos today. Above all, they are loving cats who like to be at the center of attention. A Leo will never become bored with one of these magnificent pets.

Virgo
Virgos, who are very clean and often picky perfectionists, demand the best. The Bernese Mountain Dog satisfies all of a Virgo's high standards. These dogs are remarkably clean and are bred to be friendly and obedient servants. They are very easy to train and want to please as much as possible. This dog will gladly accompany a Virgo who donates time and services to a worthy cause and happily pitch in. Virgos will love working side-by-side with these diligent, loving dogs.

Libra
Charming and poised, Librans with their refined tastes are happiest surrounded by exquisite beauty and harmony. The Peach-faced Lovebirds would make a lovely addition to a Libran home. The name "Lovebird" stems from these parrots' strong, monogamous pair-bonding, which Libra will appreciate. They are very social birds and are sure to be a hit at the many parties thrown by a Libra. With lots of love and attention, Lovebirds can become cherished companions, often snuggling up to or preening their owners, thus keeping Libra enamored.

Scorpio
Intense and inquisitive, Scorpios are fascinated by the darker side of life and often prefer quiet companionship from a pet. Spiders are a pet sure to thrill. Since a spider is a relatively low-maintenance pet, a Scorpio owner can spend hours enthralled watching the interesting existence of a spider. Spiders require little to no socialization, which suits typically introverted Scorpio just fine. A sensual spider housed in a stimulating terrarium will provide a striking scene in a Scorpio's life.

Sagittarius
Sagittarians are warm, enthusiastic, and vigorous, and they are looking for similar traits in a large, noble pet. Great Danes hit the mark with flying colors. The Great Dane's substantial and imposing appearance belies its friendly nature, and the dog is often referred to as a gentle giant. As pets, they are full of energy and need regular walking, which fits in well with the sporty lifestyle of Sagittarius. Robust, alert, and agile, a Great Dane will keep a Sagittarius owner active and in high spirits.

Capricorn
Ambitious and practical, Capricorns thrive with a pet that is a disciplined over-achiever. The German Shepherd's strength, intelligence, and obedience will allow it easily to meet Capricorn's goals. With a willingness to learn and an eagerness to have a purpose, the German Shepherd will flourish in the training of Capricorn's firm hand. Self-assuredness and loyalty are traits that will solidify its stature in a Capricorn's life.

Aquarius
With a unconventional, cool, and detached nature, Aquarians want a pet that is unique and not too demanding. Iguanas are right up their alley. They're stunning to view, show distinct personalities, eat greens (which are generally easier to provide than live food), and are very popular. A well-handled iguana is friendly and can keep itself amused for hours with plenty of sun and areas to climb. An iguana and an Aquarius will be best mates for years to come.

Pisces
Pisceans are often looking to escape the daily grind of life with a magical and captivating experience. Tropical, colorful fish in a scenic aquarium are the pets to provide Pisces with such an encounter. Tropical fish come in an assortment of bizarre shapes and colors that are sure to enchant the treasured space of a Pisces. The bubbling water, luminous colors, and swimming fish all combine to give a Pisces a wonderful getaway within the home.

Source: http://astrocenter.astrology.msn.com/msn/ArticleAstrologyHomeV2.aspx?sd=20090407&GT1=21001

Since i'm a Scorpian, I guess i shall start to have a spider-pet... muahahaha... Look at all the 8 eyes!!!!!!!

Ok, enjoy this fascinating articles... till then, take care of yourself... and read and read and read... that's the LIFEBOOK of Year 2009.

The band which is BROAD... haha... 'broadband'

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Too good to be true?

http://www.p1.com.my/wimax/packages_ref.aspx

Can compete with DST prima from Brunei.

Well, Malaysia should have done this years back and launched nationwide at the same time, not to let streamyx dominate the market...

My new hair (Year 2009)

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Seriously, my mom very satisfied with my hair this time... all this while she disapprove of my hair.... i cant wait to see baybee's comment this time.... coz he and my mom's opinion always opposite....hahaha... so does it mean when my mom said it's good this time, my baybee say 'ok la'?

Let's see tonight when he arrive from BRUNEI!!!!!!!

rofl......

Good Friday

2009-04-11T01:04:00.005+08:00

Dear my cute sunshine kissers,

I went to church quite late just now.... i knew it was at 7.30pm and i already planned to reach church early, scared no seats available or no place at all to park my car...

I love to watch those dramas done by SIB KEC. Even though sometimes i feel some ppl get annoyed by some ppl, and some ppl not fond of the other ppl, but i just blink my eyes, after all, we all are only humans and humans are humans, hahahaha... at some point, i feel as if like i start to talk crap... oh well... back to my main purpose of blogging for Good Friday.......

I told my baybee that i'm going church tonight and he said ok. I told him so that he knew where i go... i love practising that because i want to feel that we love each other, we care about each other and to maintain trust and security of relationship and also so that baybee dont worry much....

Then I whispered to myself in my heart, i need some companion to go with me to church, not because i'm afraid to go alone, but i feel a little bit sick, not feeling myself somemore, and feel a little bit over warm...

Then, at 6.40pm, my friend(CY) called me up, she said she is at my church already (last night i did ask her to come but she didnt confirm), then at 6.55pm, Daniel gor gor called me up asking when my boy boy coming down to Miri, and i jokingly ask him whether he miss me or miss my boy boy, then he said just want to know how we both only, then i ask him whether he want to come to church to watch some drama since he was at his home at tudan there... HE SAID 'ON'... WOW.... Angels really are around huh? coz they can hear my whispers!!!... (^^, )

Love,
Cynthia

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2009-04-07T23:56:00.003+08:00

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若是你到小城来收获特别多
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人生境界真善美这里已包括
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小城故事真不错
请你的朋友一起来
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Live life to the fullest

2009-04-06T22:27:00.005+08:00

As usual, i just finished watched Oprah show just now on Hallmark channel, sometime i can watch it on tv, sometime i can watch the repeat show in the morning or afternoon..

It's a must for me to watch Oprah show because she is the only one who provides inspiration and motivation and ideas, guides through her show with certain celebrities or invited guests or authors of certain books.....

That's how I learned to be myself, to set my own principle and build pillars of my life...

2 weeks ago while i was in Brunei with my hubby to-be, I was totally lost, my hold of my own principles just slipped off(Read:Vanished!)... I fell into deep depression, wanting to know what is happening to my own body and myself. Even hubby was very worried once he was back from work, seeing my face expressionless.

The following day, i was still not feeling myself, losing my goals of my life... then at 2pm, i watched Oprah and it shows about this author of book, Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert... i'm still finding for this book.....

Source: http://www.oprah.com/article/spirit/inspiration/eatpraylove_excerpt

1st April 2009

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Well, hello fellow kissers of the day, i know it's a bit late of telling this, but i really miss my sweet pumpkin blady much till blood pressure is rising up my head.... gonna explode huh?

1st April.... to everyone else in this world, it's April fool, but to us (hope hubby aware) that it's the 10th anniversary of our dating years, a full decade of dating.... there were on and off season but still love is in the air......

I met my hubby to-be at one of local tuition class 12 years ago and I was excited whenever saw him around........ i was so daring to ask to be his gf, back in St. Co secondary school.....huh! Yet he rejected my puppy love....

2 years later, after SPM, we lost contact.

A year after that, fate took us closer as we met at parkson, salvation, only say hi, how are you and bye bye........... then later that night, seem like angel was with us, we met again in ICQ without any purpose intention.... Yea, the familiar sound of 'Oh, Oh' - ICQ...........that's when love bloom again between us...

And now, after a decade has past, hubby to-be has just spiced up our beautiful little lovely world...... yea, he said excitement still around... gotta trust him and God, by the way......

When you love someone, love him/her with unconditional love, with passion and without fail.. that's when the spirit of your love is rising up rather than falling down.... Though horoscope is merely based on study of numerous number of people, still the most important thing is to believe in yourself, respect each other, follow God's teachings/guides and be humble (which i still failed to hold tight onto it). Busy is an excuse, lazy is an excuse too....

To be or Not to be...
To love or Not to love...
To live or Not to live...

It's Your Choice in Your Hands in Your Holds.

May God bless You aLL, whoever you are...

=)

2009-03-27T09:26:00.002+08:00

The beginning of new episode of my life after such a horrible nightmare for the past 1 year.

Will elaborate soon..

Love,
Cynthia

Jalan Jalan Cari Angin =)

2009-03-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hello to my sunshine kissers, miss you all and wonder where you all have disappeared...

I guess i have disappeared too until when i log in to my messengers, so many urgent messages.....

Ever since my baybee is getting better, i felt a certain degree of relieves but things were not the same as before...

I never believe in the sihir or curses done by anybody... coz i only know this thing from games i have played before....

but it really really appear in the coarse eyes of ours...

well, for few days now, i'm trying my best to let go of our unhappiness during the attack of those ugly moments...

The best thing is baybee brought me to few smaller supermarkets in Brunei here... and things are much cheaper than the big supermarkets.... sigh.... the other way round for Miri side of supermarkets...coz small supermarkets in Miri provide more expensive things compared to big supermarkets.... it's totally the other way round in Brunei Bandar here....

Lol, if you want to come for strolls here, you are very welcomed to me as i can bring you to places which baybee had brought me...haha... fun.... I have seen many things produced in Malaysia but cannot be found in Miri (since it's in Malaysia, LOL) but available in Brunei though... and also many other things imported from all over the world...

And the further you went shopping away from Bandar itself, things are much more expensive... sound like network... kalau jauh, susah connect...haha...

Haha....

2009-03-26T14:43:00.001+08:00

you will get married when you are age 27..

Destiny

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what if i never knew
what if i never found you
i'd never have this feeling in my heart

how did this come to be
i don't know how you found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i knew

baby you're my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
i give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be my destiny

i wanted someone like you
someone that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end of time

but forever was just a word, just a word
something i'd only heard about
but now your always there for me
when you say forever i'll believe

baby you're my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
i give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be my destiny

maybe all we need is just a little faith
cause baby i believe that love will find a way

baby you're my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
i give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
from now until eternity
you were always meant to be...
my destiny

You're My Destiny

15 March 2009

2009-03-16T03:00:00.002+08:00

Hello sunshine kissers,

it's 3 a.m. in the morning already and i still cannot close my eyes even for a second... my feeling really mixed up... torn between missing my family with friendly moments and my true love...

there's dark secret which i really really dislike from the beginning already... when young, we obey our folks until as maturity takes over, we felt whatever teaching our parents trying to reach us, could not make any senses at all and we strayed further away from our folks whom once brought us up happily...

Whatever happened in this 'rough seas' of my life really hard printed on my brain clearly and unforgotten... things said cannot be unsaid, things done cannot be undone....

During our years of courtship, i truly in high spirit of love with baybee without caring the harshness of my family comments and commands...

Old friends and new friends came and go in my life but one principle i hold all this while, friends who are really dear to me, remains dearest to me...

Something has turned up and kept me in thinking....

Wonder why this thing came at this very moment....

Last year Valentine

2009-03-09T02:13:00.002+08:00

This is the bouquet i surprised sent to ESK last year Valentine to baybee Kev...before i realized he cheated on me...

Life's so unfair for me....coz this year no valentine gifts for me..... no wonder God let me feel His LOVE for me, by sending those lovely heart at my porridge during my critical sickness after the accident....

Jesus, i really love you because you are my sweet sweet lover now....Jesus, you ease my mind at the precise moments...

The fun is back.... yeah, being tagged...LOL

2009-03-09T01:10:00.002+08:00

100 truths, tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage → Plain water..
Last phone call → Baybee Kev..
Last text message → Baybee Kev..
Last song you listened to → Seasons by Ayumi
Last time you cried→ Yesterday at church, but no tears..

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Dated Baybee Kev zillion times
Been cheated on → Yeap..by Baybee Kev...
Kissed someone & regretted it → Stolen Baybee Kev first kiss... no regret...coz he's shivered...
Lost someone special→ Yes..Baybee Kev but God reunite us back...Nande yo??

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Several times, then kiss to make up....
Laughed until you cried → Just last week.... in brunei, beb..... surprise massive tickling by Baybee Kev...
Met someone who changed your life → Yeah... Changed my life alot..
Found out someone was talking about you → Always........
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → God..
Do you have any pets → Yes....my fish bought from Pasar Kadayan...
Do you want to change your name → Soon... coz my name not listed in my birth cert... gotta reborn myself again...hahahaha.... just mentioned about it at last night outing....
What time did you wake up today → 0830 (Church)
What were you doing at midnight last night → Checking my FB.
Name something you cannot wait for → Big plans for this year..
The last time you saw your father→ Just now..
What's one thing you wish you could change→ My eyes, shall be blind, so that won't be hurt by Baybee Kev again...
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Not yet..
What's getting on your nerves right now → Dissatisfaction
What's your name → Cynthia
Elementary/Primary School→ SRK Jalan Bintang..
Middle/Secondary School → SMB St. Columba..
High School → SMB St. Columba..
Hair color → Black..
Long or short → Long...
Are you a health freak → Yes....most of the time......
Righty or lefty → Righty.

FIRSTS :
First surgery → Noooo...never....
First piercing → 2 yrs ago.....
First best friend → LOVE...
First sport you joined → Dance..
First pet → Hamster which became carnivore and the last in da cage!
First vacation → When i was 5/6 yrs old

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nothing...
Drinking → Nope..
Waiting → Baybee Kev..

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → on progress?? rofl....
Want to get married?→ Yes...
Careers in mind? → Sweet sweet lover!

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → Almost.....coz broken hearted...gone berserk that time....
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → Yeap!
Lost glasses/contacts → Never.....
Ran away from home → hmmm....
Broken someone's heart → several guys' hearts... Loving me but my heart has been captured by Baybee Kev....
Been arrested → by Baybee Kev
Cried when someone died → Form 3 classmate and beloved late grandmother.....

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → 101%
Miracles → Yes...
Love at first sight → Yes...
Heaven → Yes...
Kiss on the first date→ Yes...
Angels → Yes.... two watching me writing now... hehehehe...... Jaci Velasquez - Unspoken - Track 2 (Jesus is... sweet sweet lover of my soul.....)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Baybee....
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Nope....
Do you believe in God? → Yes.... =)

You're tagged, copy and do the same thing i did on your own blog
1) v1n
2) Fraudia
3) =4=
4) =5=
5) =6=
6) =7=
7) =8=
8) =9=
9) =10=
10) =skip=

Miracle?

2009-02-14T02:00:00.004+08:00

Helloooooooo sunshine kissers..... really miss you all....

hahaha..... first, Happy Valentine's Day to you all, even if you are single, and if you deeply love your parents, your siblings or your grandparents, it's still Valentine, give your love to them, share with them, express your Valentine to them.... that's what OPRAH said over tv today....hehehe..

While i was nursing my sickness, kinda critical, flu+asthma+fever....first time ever.... a couple of weeks ago, i got into accident and now sick....... and baybee dont understand my situation at all...... i felt so heartbroken and cried last night......couldn't breathe somemore due to asthma, long time ago cured already.... now attack me....

i was feeling so relaxed whole day today becoz whole family getting preparation for my sister going off NZ soon.....so i watched astro and at 6.40pm i cook my porridge with small fire... slow cooking ba...... then halfway want to go check my porridge to prevent it from burning or what, i caught this cute art......

i didnt draw this ok??? really caught it, luckily got my handphone around......right after baybee called to comfort me for not understanding my situation............

God knows baybee no love me with all his heart, thus God send notty angels to draw on my porridge huh????

MIRACLE???

Ooo Yeaahhhhhh.... feel so great and happy...coz it happened on Valentine's Eve eh........i'm being loved by our Heavenly Father..........hehehehehe... *big grin*

Feeling Sarsi

2009-02-09T01:44:00.002+08:00

Hello sunshine kissers.......

haha... really miss your all tender jokes around and comments around... i know i look like i dont pay attention, but i do pay attention... hahahaha...

i'm feeling sarsi the whole day... wanna know why?

well, Sarsi is sweet, but bitter at some part and black too.... let me explain....

I slept at 3 a.m last night on saturday after party at darling house, straight from brunei back to miri, then woke up at 9 a.m... feeling numb, no, feeling drowsy, no, feeling shit, no too... feeling oh my GAWD..... yeaah... i bet you wonder what feeling is that, right?......

tummy cramp first thing i stepped down my bed.... then darling called... then disagreements with mom.... then went to church, then lunch at pizza hut...... i wasn't feeling myself, but still able to FOCUS on my closest family talking and mumbling and humming? i wonder did they hum along the pizza line?? hahahaha.... i do look blurred, only darling understood what is going on my mind.....that's the sweet part of 'SARSI'..........................................................

whole day feeling uneasy, uncomfortable, no peace at all..................arguments this morning really affected my mood the whole day.............. the best part is, my baybee managed to pull some dummy jokes to make me forget the problems i face at home eventhough i caused him unhappy at one time......................... that's bitter part of 'SARSI'...................................

I wore long sleeve purple Tee with black Vee dress, only that i felt so gloomy, can't feel the purplish happier mood of me.................. and that's the black part of 'SARSI'.......................

tummy churned, twisted and cramps.... feeling like twisties + kueh chap.... how bad, really bad is that???

5th Day of 2009 New Year

2009-01-31T00:29:00.006+08:00

Now, i want to post some random pictures... cause first time ma....funny, pissed off and feel deserted....

The police car, if not mistaken was WSP4591, and the police in-charge at balai polis was Mr. Borhan, Ibanese man...110824.....

This is the lady who turned just like that macam la jalan tok jalan datuk moyang nya.... u know why? when the accident happened, she called the uncle and call the guy in white shirt polka dot, which is in later picture below, the other workshop (rather than the other office, huh)... aok, yala orang sik tentu tok, pakey nama bapak la pakey nama uncle la... bila dah polah salah, sik dapat lari dari law la....

this car belong to Ah Pau from Hiap Seng de (hp: 013-8332660)

This is the girl's uncle, looking from far............................

two from left: guys from the other workshop

two from right: the girl's bf punya friend...

Geng la.... biasala....manusia........

This car... QKP6655, lepak kejap, talk to the girl and ciao....

the guy in stripe.... very geng o..... mauk tarik dua dua kereta, then funny thing happen, geng lain dari workshop different datang, and rebut kereta..... and gangster la..... suara kuat o...... 'wo yao na zhe liang liang che, bu ke yi meh'? translation: i want to take both this car, cannot meh?

so the polka dot white shirt guy replied, not that cannot, i know the uncle, then said something like 'tanjung' thingy, sound like orang besar kan? i know the uncle ba, later hard to 'jiao dai' (explain)...bla bla bla.....so many drama at one scene nia.......really funny.... then my spine starts to get painful, i thought will be gone by 15 minutes, yet the pain reach to front, tummy part....

the pink shirt is the lady, the grey shirt is the bf..... and the pissed off part was the bf told my dad that i drove very fast.... wahlau eh.... no speed limit there, who is he to judge ar? Datuk Temenggung Oyong Lawai ka? 'toooot'.................if i heard he said that, sure i bla him off.... it's okay... God's willing, we will see again, dudeeeeeeeee.........

orang lunbawang la... very tricky, when they feel defeated, they tried to eat you up..... at the back of you, they can create different stories and usually ppl will buy their stories..... i already experienced at my last workplace.....luckily i asked for medical checkup, they pay on the spot... RM120, X-Ray scan RM70, ubat sapu plus ubat tahan sakit RM50......

lastly, i heard they said that she was driving her brother's car, and her brother is in Kuching... and if her name is not in the insurance policy, she need to pay RM400, and she now facing saman, need to pay RM300, and just now paid my medical fee at MCMC, RM120.....

i feel so tired now... just done argument with parents... coz they dun care about me, whether i'm hurt or not, all they care about the car and the bf's comment.... what the heck????

i will escape from this house and miri city one day... i will....

My baby Rhino went to hospital

2009-01-30T23:41:00.005+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my sunshine kissers......

It's been a while that i had time to scribble my blog here......

Because of accident, i'm going to upload some photos of the incident..

Today kind of adventure to me cause i experienced quite a number of new things ever happen in my life...

First of all, have to thank to our Heavenly Father for his blessings that i'm still alive from this unexpected accident... just some bruises and spine painful, could be of the impact.... first time in my life ever shaking that hard.... shaking until my own precious handphone, now crack at the front cover.....huhu...

Why i call my proton Waja, baby Rhino?? coz ever since he was borned, he is the very first Waja driven in Miri and i used it to drive my darling, dat time still studying cum working in Eit... very memorable moment with this car......that's why i call him baby rhino... hijau maa....

4.00 pm, I was cruising at the back road of padang kerbau towards darling's house to check and check and check arghh... hehehe... see and see lo.... then 4.35pm start to go back home already... at that time hear the radio announced the landslide in Miri at kampung lopeng, canada hill, about 6 houses damaged but no news about anyone injured....

Source: http://www.miricommunity.net/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=17782&st=0&sk=t&sd=a&start=32

While this happen, cause jams along the highway of police complex and i planned to escape the traffic jams and turned into jalan bintang road to use bulan sabit merah road to go back home in pujut 2.

And Wahla, this happened to me....

Can you see the double line there, she used to shortcut turn into this very simpang?????

Kesian my baby rhino, bleedingggg.....green blood.....just because of that stupid cheap car, i wonder if the owner also having cheap brain.... Bakero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

baby rhino eyes both pecah, yeay hey change brand new...muahahaha... claim their insurance la of course.... Thank you Lord, really loves you... u know why? coz when i turned at the simpang towards bintang primary school just now, can hear the loud 'kwoook' at the drive shaft... and i just found out from mom that the drive shaft already like that ever since my sister had accident at Krokop 5 last time...i was scared to use this car, coz my mom doesn't really take the initiative to make the car safe to drive. coz only my dad and me always use that car... imagine if the drive shaft suddenly putus..... yea, i know, touch wood la... but i ever experienced with darling's white saga last time...so very dangerous....so since this accident happened, i can get free ride home...hehehe....

my spine really hurting right now... can't even lie down.... darn that lady driving that cheap car... orang lunbawang lagi tu..... tambah lagi cheap....

I miss my baby Rhino now, hope those ppl in Hiap Seng will take good care of her......

Chinese style spaghetti

2009-01-16T16:43:00.003+08:00

hahahaha...

dunno what to eat... so eat meeeeeee again...

Kek span hitam manis

2009-01-16T14:25:00.005+08:00

Took me 2 hours to prepare and altogether 8 hours to finish this lovely and yummy cake...

As of 16 Jan 2.35 pm... LOL 1/3 gone, left 2/3

Mixed nuts crispy slices

2009-01-16T13:44:00.003+08:00

Done on 15 Jan

kuih potong chocolate

2009-01-16T13:21:00.003+08:00

Done on 14 Jan

My mom loves this new menu of my cookies for CNY very much...

Big eaters within my family... not bad... hahaha

Chocolate chip caramel cookies

2009-01-16T13:10:00.004+08:00

This recipe is a must during CNY.. cause it's chocolate taste is soooo rich & heavy

Before baking, must have some gap between droplets of mixture..
or else... BOOOOOOMMMM.... like babies calling for mummy.. help help.. so cramp...hahahha....Ta-daaa... after baking... so niceee...

My youngest sister eat and eat and eat.. left half only for CNY.. lol... by the time ppl come visiting... only see empty containers only...hahahaha

Dark chocolate cheese cake

2009-01-16T12:56:00.003+08:00

Before baking, look like this
Came out from oven, look like this.. arghhh... can't wait to taste..

Finish baking, look like this

Baked on 10 Jan, finished eaten on 11 Jan 10 pm...

yummy~

Kuih 'momo'

2009-01-16T11:55:00.003+08:00

This few days, i busy do cookies and cakes for CNY...

LOL..

This done on 9 January...

Before baking, look like this..

After baking, look like this..

the outcome not good.. but finish eaten already... lol

Gowns

2009-01-16T11:51:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through internet looking for gowns, and i came across this one..

I mean i know she is proud to have that big BOOBIES but wedding gown is suppose to represent bride's purity and innocence.

SPOILT!!!!!!

Busy, Busy, Busy

2009-01-15T04:22:00.000+08:00

sigh... couldn't sleep... now already 4.22 am...

why?

The Very First Nightmare for Year 2009

2009-01-06T09:43:00.002+08:00

Could be distress from last night..

All i remember was very heavy rain, very strong wind banging my windows... i woke up to switch off my router..

then the nightmare starts..

baybee asked for break-up..

~.~

i can't take it, then straight wake up from bed, and the clock shows 7.12 am this morning..which verse in BIBLE shall i find to get some clue for my bad dream??

i was finding songs for march-in song for WAD dinner...then i came upon this very soothing song by Sarah McLachlan - In The Arms Of An Angel

my head painful right now.. what does the dream mean???

A Brand New Year

2009-01-02T01:51:00.002+08:00

phewww.... time past really really fast... i felt just an hour ago i posted that sweet couple picture of ours...well, it was last year...amazing to see how the YEARS flipped by just by a day... {31st December xxxx VS 1st January xxxx}.......LOLz....

now already 2nd of January 2009... really GOODBYE 2008... and soon Chinese New Year is approaching on 26th January 2009, then Valentine's Day... There is a big plan going on ON that V-Day, is it still going on, baby?

Didn't really catch any nice picture for this special new year... well, you said sleep for 5 min, {11.55pm 31st December 2008}, and you fallen asleep really fast on my lap while i watched tv about Bean's holiday with Ubar... then i was sleepy too, so i woke you up, and that time already 12.26am 1st January 2009.... saw your real disappointment on your sleepy face when you asked why i didn't wake you up for the countdown... i just want bebe to rest more... since you said tired driving just now... i DO understand, you drove from Brunei down to Miri for 2 hours drive to attend mummy's birthday at imperial hotel....the most IMPORTANT and BIG matter is what baby promises for the brand new year...

So when you going to confirm with me???

Happy New Year~~~~~~

2008-12-31T17:53:00.002+08:00

I miss my baby so much... This picture was taken during Christmas 2008, the wind was quite relaxing and soothing, i missed that moment very much...

Baybee, if u come upon this blog already, I had kept my whisper in a medium size bubble waiting for you to poke... ^^... {Watashiwa daisuki baybee}

Happy New Year to everyone~~~

I'm embracing Year 2009 as so many promises going to happen in this coming wonderful year, and GOODBYE Year 2008 as so many disappointment and unhappiness occurred...

Tonight, just a few more hours to go for countdown... hehehe... can't wait to see bebe... drive carefully ya, bebe... although the road from Bandar Seri Begawan is so smooth, still please drive smartly...

Aight, i gotta dress myself as requested by my bebe already...haha... sweet guy... sweet moment....

Love you!!!!!..

Oh Yeah, Because There is You

2008-12-22T22:23:00.005+08:00

Hello Darlings...

I just finished doing this little video clip of my trip with my hubby last week to KL...

Not feeling well starting this morning right after i finished doing my first blog for today... sigh.... sick for christmas eve... great, isn't it?... What an adventure...

Symptoms: watery nose, throat dry, eyes feverish, sweaty body.. ('.')

Well, to my beloved hubby, this is for you... I mizz you, and i still feel bad because couldn't wake up to answer your call before you departed from Miri to Brunei.....

I did this clip with love for you as my memories sharply recognize each slides flipping by...

Lotsa LoveBites, Kisses, and Huggies,

Your sweetie

3 Days to Christmas

2008-12-22T09:40:00.003+08:00

I woke up this morning, as usual thanking our Heavenly Father for his bless that i still can enjoy another beautiful day on this earth.

40 minutes after reading mail, checking MCnet, playing facebook, i decided to blog and here i am.

I received a wayy too sweet lovely message from you, my soon-to-be hubby..haha..you have brighten my day...though outside weather so dull and humid... but my whole world so sunny...LOVE your early morning greeting and could not resist to LOVE you more...

We (me and hubby) just got back from KL trip and it's really amazing things get heated up again... and we are back into lovely journey down our love passage way again... The reason i said amazing is because, the truth, nothing but this very truth, true love is not eternity, both couples need to work hard to save relationship which is once so beautiful and rotten days by days with arguments and etc...and there we are, went to KL for few days, shopping and bad mood for a while again... it's funny when we intend to tease our love ones, but mistakenly misunderstood as serious comment...that part was a havoc... until i can feel hubby's parents felt annoyed and pointing fingers on me for causing that....sighhh...after that moment, we made up again... hope hubby remembered what you did last week...hahahaha... (not last summer ya)....really melting moments when we made up at IOI mall, lol...that's sharply memorized by me... of course when i'm being hold so tightly, held from behind playfully...he couldn't let go of my hand...can feel he smell my hair...and little smooch at my neck....very sweet guy indeed.....

A real advice from me myself whom i have loved a guy for 10 years and still love him:-

When you feel your relationship dull and no spiritual at all and when break-up OR divorce issue is on air....try these few ways to save your long built-relationship:

1) go for vacation... if you got some $$$, it's great, indulge yourself in shopping and food like desserts....
==> i love ice-cream, went to Haagen-Dazs, love the macadamia nuts and Rum & Raisins (<--- this one my hubby love one, then i fall in love with it, then i add some natural yogurt, WAHLA, superb).... lovely and now i really want that ice cream again.. :( ... went to Baskin & Robin, kinda sweeter than Haagen-Dazs... my hubby loves the Burger King Large Whopper... it's huge and delicious, the beef meat is like a steak, grilled some more... i enjoyed the moment watching him chomping the grand burger...it's fattening but please don't hold back when you are in vacation!!!!... ENJOY~~~~~

STILL, hubby, i mizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz the SUNNY HILL ice cream... huhu... cooling ice cream eh... with bread and corn menu...arghhhhhhhhhh................................................handmade one still better..LOL...i want go there soon...very soon, no kidding...

ALIEN

2008-12-21T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hello Sunshines...

It's a while since my last blog on 3rd December, sorry for the delays, it's just that i couldn't help it but to relax my mind and hand from touching the keypad for a while...

Just got back from KL trip and things have been improved from spiritual to emotional advancement..When you stayed too long in a relationship without recharging the spark of love into your faithful relationship, everything get messed up..

Eventually i adopted an alien, just like my baybee mentioned just now.. i really miss his jokes.. it's amazing to me, when i flashed back my first encounter with him at one of tuition class.. i have loved him ever since.

well, for now.. i gotta get some rest... my eyes so sleepy now... will pen again first thing in the morning... right now felt a little depressed due to unsupportive phenomenon occured after back from outing just now with baybee..

A for Anxiety

2008-12-03T13:09:00.003+08:00

Hello Sunshines (of course dear readers),

Sorry didn't update blog for about three days now...

Can you guess what the title above is all about?

That's what i'm feeling right now, right here, right..... DAMN..... Is this what happen after PMS?

Argghhh, GODdamnIt...ooh! ooh!.. i mean ALAHdamnIt?...erk...O my tofu.... >.<""""

What is the meaning of Anxiety;

Let's see...

Quote from wikipedia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anxiety)

Anxiety is a physiological and psychological state characterized by cognitive, somatic, emotional, and behavioral components.[1] These components combine to create an uncomfortable feeling that is typically associated with uneasiness, apprehension, or worry.

Anxiety is a generalized mood state that occurs without an identifiable triggering stimulus. As such, it is distinguished from fear, which occurs in the presence of an external threat. Additionally, fear is related to the specific behaviors of escape and avoidance, whereas anxiety is the result of threats that are perceived to be uncontrollable or unavoidable.[2]

Anxiety is a normal reaction to stress. It may help a person to deal with a difficult situation, for example at work or at school, by prompting one to cope with it. When anxiety becomes excessive, it may fall under the classification of an anxiety disorder.

I started to get this feeling right after i woke up this morning.. I felt drowsiness taken over my soul and I feel soo lazy until now... then i did some sit up and some left to right, right to left actions... and i felt better....

But what could have caused this uneasiness?

Words/phrases/advices from an old folk, father of my friend, holding the position of pastor/dean still ringing in my ears after the sunday outing at Secret Recipe......

"Are you ready to accept Jesus Christ, the beloved Son of The Lord (our Father in Heaven)"?

errrrmm....

Am I ready? that's the question..

I have been trying to seek out for comforts from loved ones.. yet no exact reaction which can match or overtake my anxiety feeling.

Who shall i turn to?

i'm totally lost....i'm big big girl already, yet lost in this small world of my back mind.....

Will someone help me out? Please?

Jeff Dunham - Achmed the Dead Terrorist

2008-12-01T12:54:00.003+08:00

Somone special just saved my day tOday...I was feeling blue, upset then happy then blue, upset back....

KeV says:
sayang wan to see comedy mah?

Cynthia says:
yesss pls

Here Goes (Hope someone else days also brighten up...) no point kept staying under depression mode... LOL...

http://www.jeffdunham.com
http://www.jeffdunham.com/#/videos

http://www.youtube.com/jeffdunham

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svlj9U0NTFo

Very funny

2008-12-01T11:32:00.002+08:00

I chat with a friend a while ago... becoz i realized i left my Jacob biscuit i bought for RM10.99 per tin (member price), during one day sale yesterday at boulevard hypermarket HQ branch and my Tupperware bottle too in his car.

and this conversation at msn lead to hilarious laughter.

Read below:

Cynthia says:
Hi
KeV says:
what are you doing?
Cynthia says:
surfing internet, do my blog, download anime, etc
Cynthia says:
my biscuit left in ur car, later put in the bOOt can?
Cynthia says:
scare hot till spoilt
Cynthia says:
my bottle also forget
KeV says:
haizz....
KeV says:
eee....geram aku tok eh
KeV says:
i not marah sayang ler k?
KeV says:
i know sayang wan to eat the biscuit ler
Cynthia says:
me eat a piece at a time
KeV says:
i know but sayang wan to eat it ler
Cynthia says:
i dun want share wif family, cOz they eat like racOOn
Cynthia says: (me also laugh)
Hahahahaha
KeV says:
hahahaha
KeV says:
and now from geram(frustration) to laughter liao
KeV says:
LOL
Cynthia says:
hehe

No offence to my beloved family, but they really eat one whole tin of Jacob biscuits like Chipsmore, now you have it, now you don't... especially my youngest sister, one time eat, can eat up to 7 pieces, if eat with MILO, 10 pieces of biscuits one time also got... RACCOON huh??!!!

The last month of Year 2008

2008-12-01T11:08:00.002+08:00

Great... didn't realize today is 1st December already... Baka!!!!!!

Crazy...

大炮人...people talk big!!!

2008-12-01T10:25:00.003+08:00

Good morning, everybody...

Lately, I realized some people really like to talk big..大炮!!!..

It creates frustration to have met with this kind of people.

It creates anxiety whether I should trust their words, wondering which words are true and which words are just "empty".

Exhausted........

Forget about me

2008-11-29T19:25:00.004+08:00

Hello fellow loyal readers...

It's been a while i wrote bout my deep dark broken feeling. Right now i felt the same feeling again, thus i start to scrap this very blog of mine.

I've tried very hard to make you happy, have tried my best to make you accept me as who i am....

oohhh......

You said it never going to happen like before...You promise won't do it again.... Feel crazy when think it over, my heart was so true, yet you deny my existence.

Wish that i can move on... It's wayyy too strong..... Is this how you wanted it to be? Everything you said sent the tears right down my face at this very moment.... Now I'm trying to escape this misery!

You said you were happy, my baby.... I don't understand....I gave you everything you asked for.... I would love to give you lots more... but i wasn't given the chance! Too late!... Sorry, baby I have to move on....Things happen again, you push me out of the door! Just like that....

Is this how things suppose to end?? Why don't you love me the way I loved you?? Feel so crazy becoz i don't know what i did to you... I've tried to figure out, but i knew i didn't do anything wrong, loyalty is priority.

If you're gonna hurt me, then do it quickly cause I'm tired of cryin'........If you don't wanna stick around..........Then, baby please forget about me.....

Don't be a fool and pls walk away....from all the lies, it's up to you, cause Heaven knows... i've tried.... tell me you're still in love with me.....ohhhhh...

It feels so crazy...

Yeahhhh....

Forget about me
I really loved you.....

Lovely Complex

2008-11-29T16:39:00.003+08:00

Kiss Kaerimichi no Love Song

Futarikiri no kouen kaerimichi no shiteiseki
Itsumo yori hashaideru kimi wo mitsume kiitemita"
Moshimo ashita sekai ga naku nattara dou suru?"
Kimi wa nani mo iwazu ni boku no ude wo gyutto shita ne
Nee kocchi wo muiteite
Kuchibiru ga chikasugite doki doki tomaranai

Donna kimi mo donna toki mo uketomeru kara
Moshimo kokoro ga kizutsuite namida koboreru toki wa
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo kimi wo mamoru yo
I LOVE YOU
Kotoba wa iranai yo kimi ga saigo no kissu
Itsumademo

Itsumo no wakare michi de nanimo dekinai wakatteru
Hoppeta fukuramasete te wo hanashite "Moo iku ne"
Nee kocchi wo muiteite
Kuchibiru ni chikazuite doki doki tomaranai

Konna boku mo kimi ga ireba tsuyoku nareru yo
Koi wa fushigi na mahou da ne nanimo kowakunai kara
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo hanashi wa shinai
STAND BY ME
Dareka ja dame nanda kimi ni zutto soba ni ite hoshii

Aa mujaki na sugao no mama kimi wa iu
"Nee, obaachan ni nattemo kisu shite kureru no?
"Nee sono toki ni wa boku datte onaji da yo
Tsunaida te hanashi wa shinai kara

Donna kimi mo donna toki mo uketomeru kara
Moshimo kokoro ga kizutsuite namida koboreru toki wa
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo kimi wo mamoru yo
I LOVE YOU
Kotoba wa iranai yo kimi ga saigo no kissu
Itsumademo

Lawak Quote of the Day >.<

2008-11-28T16:36:00.004+08:00

Taken from somewhere in this Hell internet..................

Kentut Ibarat Cinta.

Di Pendam Rasa Seksa,

Di Luah Rasa Malu.

Jadi tunjukkanlah Cinta Kamu Perlahan-Lahan

Seperti Mana Kamu Melepaskan Kentut Kamu.

Have a nice evening...~chill out~

Can't finish...huhu.......burpppp...

2008-11-28T15:31:00.002+08:00

hehe... aiyo... Can't finish ley... no special one to share with me too... my tummy turns smaller too... Can't finish....huhuhu.... >.<~~~~~~~

Burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrppppppppppppppp.....hahaz!

My own homecook chiili padi spaghetti...fuiyooo

2008-11-28T15:13:00.004+08:00

Sooooooooooooo hungry just now... then think think think for about 1 and half hour, have been thinking since 1p.m just now... don't know what to cook... since whole family not at home... lazy cook rice too coz no dish to eat with my rice... then remember my friend bought prawns last night... so i made this dish...

very simple yet so tassty... didn't know the outcome so nice... can see the chilli padi there??

LOL... juicy mushroom, tomato sauces, japanese seaweed... complete dish... hot, spicy and sweeeeettttttt!!!!!!!!!

want some?? hehe...

chill~... enjoying this dish now... until big fat fly also want some ... @.@

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Special dish for birthday friend last night

2008-11-28T15:03:00.005+08:00

Guess this dish is called what??? very cute u know? when my friend ordered this last few outings, until now he still order this from a tiny kopitiam ...

ok ok... the name is Nasi Lemak Chicken Chop... special or not? the sambal also ada umph!... but handcook by chinese... apa macam? nak coba tak?

if interested, pls contact me... hahaha... >.<"""""""""""""

chill~

2008-11-26T11:54:00.002+08:00

Antagonizing pleasure

Placed upon my lips

Where dreams come true

In just one kiss!

Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy

Closing the door on reality

Not even the thickest iceberg

Could melt the lust I feel inside!

I shed my fears faster than my clothes

The anticipation begins to unfold

My heart begins to pound faster

As you come closer

Just one look from your eyes

And I become hypnotized

A river of sins, to which I concede

Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me!

Your lips gently pressed against mine

A silent submission of tongues intertwined

My mouth tenderly pressed against yours

My voice trembles as you start to explore

Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine

An erotic dance of passing time

My heart's racing as fast as yours

My body's craving for something more!

Starving and Craving

For an evening

Of erotic bliss

Where dreams come true

In Just One Kiss.

♥Variety of Kisses♥

2008-11-26T11:21:00.005+08:00

Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them :-)

♥Butterfly Kiss♥ - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.

♥Cheek Kiss♥ - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.

♥Earlobe Kiss♥ - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.

♥Eskimo Kiss♥ - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.

♥Eye Kiss♥ - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes.

♥Eyelid Kiss♥ - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intimate kiss.

♥Finger Kiss♥ - While laying together gently suck on their fingers. This can be very seductive and pleasurable.

♥Foot Kiss♥ - An erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it! To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.

♥Forehead Kiss♥ - The "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.

♥Freeze Kiss (or Melt Kiss)♥ - Experiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.

♥French Kiss♥ - The kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss" because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues. Surprisingly, the French call this "The English Kiss".

♥Fruity Kiss♥ - Take a small piece of fruit and place between your lips (juicy fruits such as grapes, strawberries, small pieces of pineapple or mango are ideal). Kiss your partner and nibble one half of the piece of fruit while they nibble the other until it breaks in half, allowing the juice to run into your mouths.

♥Hand Kiss♥ - Gently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.

♥Hickey Kiss♥ - The object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.

♥Hostage Kiss♥ - Cover your lips with tape and get your love's attention. When they come near, make noises like you're trying to tell them something and motion as if you can't get the tape off. Once they remove the tape from you to hear what you're trying to say tell them: "I've been saving my lips all day just for you!" Then kiss your love passionately!

♥Hot and Cold Kiss♥ - Lick your partner's lips so that they're warm, and then gently blow on them. The sudden cold blast makes for a sensual explosion, and they will often try it on you next, as well as get very passionate.

♥Mistletoe Kiss♥ - Surprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.

♥Letter Kiss♥ - Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.

♥Lick Kiss♥ - Just before kissing, gently run your tongue along you partners lip whether it be the top or bottom one depending on the position of your lips. Very sensual.

♥Lip Sucking Kiss♥ - When kissing gently suck on their lower lip. This can be very exciting.

♥Neck Nibble Kiss♥ - Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.

♥Nip Kiss♥ - This kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips. You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.

♥Reverse Lips Kiss♥ - It involves standing above your lover and kissing them from over their head. This way, each kisser can take the hyper-sensitive bottom lip of thier lover in their mouths, and GENTLY draw blood to the surface of the lip by nibbling and sucking. A very sensuous, connecting kiss.

♥Searching The Cavern♥ - Use the lips and tongue to gently tickle and kiss your lover's navel. Vary speeds and stroke to change sensation. Invigorating and intoxicating.

♥Shoulder Kiss♥ - Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.

♥Sip Kiss♥ - Take a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.

♥Talking Kiss♥ - Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth.

♥Teaser Kiss♥ - Starting on the forehead, a sweet short kiss on lips, then move up the arms up to her hand, kiss her hand, then come back up her arm, to her face and then lightly kiss her lips till she wants a passionate kiss.

♥The Buzzing Kiss♥ - Gently place your lips against your lover's neck , behind their ear. Now, send a shudder through their skin by gently growling and humming, vibrating your lips and cheeks as you do so. Move up and down the neck, over the bones of the face and lips. Stimulating and erotic when done correctly.

♥The Whipped Cream Kiss♥ - Dip your finger into some cool whip or whipped cream of your choice. Lick it off slowly, then embrace your partner and kiss them deeply letting their tongue slip over yours for a wonderfully sweet kiss. It's very seductive and passionate.

♥Tiger Kiss♥ - Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.

♥Trickle Kiss♥ - Take a sip of a favourite drink and trickle it slowly into partner's mouth while kissing.

♥Tongue Sucking♥ - A variation of the French kiss. During an open-mouth kiss gently suck on your partner's tongue (not too hard because it may hurt). Very sexy :-)

♥Quickie Kiss♥ - When you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.

♥Vacuum Kiss♥ - While kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.

♥Wake Up Kiss♥ - Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips. Definitely a more than pleasant way to wake up!

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Sorry is not enough..........

Tagged by Da Vin

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1. What's your most favourite colour?
- Purple & Peach colour
2. Who is the most important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
- Family & used to be my baybee
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- Twice...back in the years during the time being abused by mah parents and another one is when my ex-baybee always said he is stupid.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Yes...Every decisions made are "A" or "B", no "alang-alang" one....NO "or".......
5. How many babies you want?
- 6
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Yes, beautiful nature besides sunrise and sunset.
7. What is your goal for this year?
- This year? almost ending already... Next year, want to start a brand new life....
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yes, before... now guess not.
9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
- Sincere/Honest (most important)
- Attentive/Sharing problems
- Sweet, Caring, Understanding
- Responsible
- Respect each other
- Shopping together with me
- Dine/laugh/refreshment/entertainment together
- Willing to watch stars with me, play in the rain with me, walk on sandy beach with me.
- Being there for me
- Stick together if go anywhere, most of the time shall bring me (if dont bring, must tell the truth, when i say the truth is tell me the location correctly....dont say go drink beer, but then when relate story some time later, oh went to starbuck - where is the honesty?)
10.What are you really afraid of?
- God and millions-legs crawling creatures
11. What is your bad habit?
- No bad habit at all but i have sharp tongue and easily jealous.
12. What's your opinion with Distance relationship?
- it depends on who is leaving. If baybee went oversea, i follow over. If i'm the one at oversea, i ask if he can follow, if cannot, split up lo... dislike loneliness, must have partner beside de...
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Yes, if possible....because i love to have strong bond between my friends.
14. What does flying means to you?
- means having wings like God's angels and fly among the clouds, above the clear sky.
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- Ice blended red dragon fruits... yummy
16. Are you single/relationship?
- Single
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- Average guy, caring, friendly and love to roam
18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
- If i'm given the chance to be a boy for a day, i won't neglect my gf, will listen to her hurts. Eventough i want to go out having fun with friends, will let her know. If really want to have some time alone, i will make her understand, let her totally trust me, then i will be happy to go out. I won't give thousand excuses like my ex-bf did. (i.e.) I was eating, i was chatting with my friends, so i didnt have the time to reply your messages. I can't turn down ppl's favor to send other girl back home. (girlfriend more important or lady-friends??? - obviously lady-friends)
19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
- being shouted at and being judged without any good reason....and being hurt by ex-bf whom i used to love so much whereby one time, ex-bf said "what for bring gf".......
20. Define yourself?
- Simple girl, homey girl, cooking and baking with love for special ones, and want a homey attentive guy too.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

~Late noticing this tag from his website.... So, won't list out anyone at all...Chill~

Where Did i Go Wrong????????????

2008-11-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

The Law of the Garbage Truck

2008-11-24T10:04:00.003+08:00

Hello again.

This time my blog, i will disclose a real incident happened during my outing yesterday 23 November 2008 with a real experience in other country, (back in year 2005).

How often do you let other people change your mood?

Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day?

The mark of a successful person is how quickly she/he can get back her/his focus on what's important.

Three years ago I learned this lesson in the back seat of a chartered bus back in Shanghai tour...

China is very popular with cyclists. Not because of poverty but due to their custom and convenient and that makes the beauty of the region.

Here's what happened: We were in this huge bus. We were scheduled to have lunch in this cozy local restaurant. We must hurry as there will be other group coming the same place for meal. Our bus driver is very dedicated driver. We have arrived at the restaurant and the restaurant is at road side, so there are limited parking space or none at all. There was this car blocking our suppose bus parking space. But the car driver ignored our bus driver and still remain motionless at the same place even though our bus driver had horned a few times...

Then our bus driver went down to signal the car driver to move, yet to no avail again. Suddenly the car owner came out and shouted and cursed in foul language at our bus driver. But our bus driver only listen, smile and gave a gentle gesture to the car driver. Not long enough, the car driver moved his car because inside our bus, we have 40+ passengers with our eyes looking at him and our driver. Guess he was feeling regretted.

Then i heard an uncle sitting in front of me taught me of what I now call 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.' He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home or on the streets.

Same goes with people driving in our own hometown. People drive in slow speed at the fast lane, when want to turn to fast lane from slow lane, they don't even bother to signal, and just turned to fast lane causing other people to get upset and tends to burst anger to other car cruisers. When that happened, could you (this other people) just calm down, and readjust yourself to a much soothing mood, smile and forget the lamer? You SHOULDN'T be another lamer. You are NOT better than he is if you charged your disappointment on other drivers!!!!!!!!

The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day. Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, Love the people who treat you right, and get rid of those who don’t…. and pray for them.

Happy Marriage

2008-11-23T11:18:00.007+08:00

Love isn't love unless it is expressed;

caring isn't caring unless the other person knows;

sharing isn't sharing unless the other person is included;

Loving, caring, and sharing can make for a very happy marriage.

Bleeding L.O.V.E.

2008-11-23T01:57:00.003+08:00

Hi, Hai, Helo, Hello.....

i'm back viewing and thinking to write something in my blog here... not asking anyone to comment but if someone can comment for whatever i wrote on, please do... i would like to hear someone evaluation...

Tonight i felt burden with my so-called smart brain.. because of it, i kept on thinking and keep thinking till late at night... right now already 2 a.m. malaysia time.. and i could not close my eyes...

Things getting upstaged lately and i couldn't get a satisfactory answer/answers. I love to think, thus i can learn and improve myself...No one is stupid... it's just a matter of training your brain to think the proper way and asking yourself the way it suppose to be..if my loved ones really understand if they want to think like me...not only training, but keep practicing... think like CSI teams... why like this, why like that.. and if like this, and if like that... i dont call myself smart... i just love to think to get a SOLID masterpiece of information. BUT, sigh... in the end of the days, i was being critisized of becoming perfectionist, expect too much from this and that.....

I need attention but i storm my emotions at the wrong place, wrong time and wrong person. I have shoulders to cry on but no tears want to come out..All i want is careness, caress, loving and generosity. BUT, i lack honesty! how shame...

Incompatibilities are another thing. Selfishness is another thing again. I tried to sort things out of the screwed arguments but to no avail. i tried to talk, yet being asked to shut up.

Just want to list out my unsatisfactories also forbidden.

Feel like being stranded..

Feel like being strangled..

Feel so hard to be a frank person..

Feel so burden to be gifted as intellectual person..

Feel like no choice but to be meticulous and conscientious..

Feel like being choked like a REAL chicken..

Life is about CHOICE. Give it a think.. why i say like that...and why my blog title is about "CHOICE".

I dont mean and never want to put the blame or pointing fingers on someone.... DO remember this, if you are not happy with me, please tell me first before you walk away. Give me the chance to evaluate myself further deeper as i dont want to feel useless and wasting my life since 2 decades and 7 years on this wonderful planet.

It's 2.30 am now... guess i better have a pause here for a moment.....need to rest my eyes, then read some more articles again... then blogging again.

~Chill out~

Tagged by Bin Bin Unexpectedly :S

2008-11-19T16:13:00.002+08:00

Seeee the person who tagged me at my shoutmix, he even shouted at my msn... lolzzzzz

Rules :

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tag back...or else i going to stab your back!!!

Now, i wonder how should i start with my 15 weird habits.....HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!

Ok here goes..

1) Irritated by nail-biting people.. yeay, you know who you are.. LOL... and another is my youngest sister... once she put her fingers into her mouth, i start nagging like hell already... i just dont get it why ppl love to bite nails... if because of nervousness, i guess i don't really mind... but when driving and watching tv???? what the heck...

2)I love soothing musics and musics which goes with the flow of mood... can't live without music or else my life will go haywire...

3) I love my nokia 5610, look simple yet the sound really nice compare to previous phones i used before (samsung, dopod, sony ericsson, etc) and the camera 3.2 megapixel, sharp photos if not as sharp as real nikon camera...hahaha

4) I prefer to use the toilets which i'm familiar with besides my house toilet. Unless traveling, that's an exception. Weird, but that's me... feel cannot "nguk nguk" liao if i'm not familiar with the toilet... remind me of a dog few years back, it has to go round round the same place just to get itself positioned and familiarize den can "berak"...

5) I always dont order drinks during any meals.. because i will feel bloated and i get easily annoyed..

6) I must drink filtered water or else i will feel sick, not that i'm picky yet i dislike being sick... sigh... remind me of rented house there, no filter for water... have to buy spritzer mineral water pulak...eh sianggggggg lo.... >.<""""

7) I hate racisttttt... grrrrrrr.... just because i hear indonesian and malaysian malay songs, "they" quarantined me, NOT FAIRRRRR.... huhu... one of them is my dad... no wonder politic in the country also so "messy".... due to race discrimination... come on, chinese still human, malay also human... cannot together meh?

8) Downloads...my fave... Youtube here and there, then WAHLA!!! sooo nice songs, in love liao... heheee... surf surf den download more than upload... hahahahaha...

9) Love to think... about life, love and money...muahahaha... i am a girl wad... that's when bin bin said i think tooooooooooooooooooooo, wayyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooo much... so sick.... ~chill~

10) I dislike dark & creepy places... that's when bin bin said, "i'm here wad, no need be scare le" ... aiyak doesnt sound like caring bf ho.... dat's when i keep quiet liao for the rest of the outing... lolz... BUT when sleeping, NO LIGHT PLZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11) I love CHOCOLATES, more than cheese... AUSTRALIAN milo especially, better than malaysian milo, i realize malaysian milo got put some more coarse sugar again... true... u go shake a little bit and u will see tiny cubie crystal look sugar..... dislike that very very much, already diabetic is the third disease in this country... dont know what malaysia government enforced law of the F&B industries.

12) I hate ppl pointing fingers at me... why don't they look at themselves first... i want to be myself, if you dislike me, BACKKKKKKK OFFFFFFFF!!! yeah

13) I love to sleep... that's make me lazy bum bum... or bummer? hmmm....

14) I used to love durians... i still do... but i realize the natural taste of the durians has changed... GM Food... genetically modified!!!!!!!!!!we used to have durians taste like thailand durians... but what happened? now the durians taste here and taste there, taste bitter bitter sweet, wet somemore... sooo sick...

15) I love to observe.... Observing create satisfaction for me... i have learned to observe people and i can comment on the spot of who you are like & your weaknesses....scary? hahahaha

16) Last but not least... I love to bite... carefulll...hahaha...

You have been tagged:
(Those who read my blog)
1. Lynne
2. Gerard

Gregorian - Once in a Lifetime

2008-11-19T12:39:00.001+08:00

Lovely and soothing... enjoy yah~

Enrique - Euro 2008

2008-11-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

Passionate Kisses

2008-11-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

I love you

2008-11-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

Feels like, I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists, of pale amber rose
Feels like, I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching, discovering you

Those days, of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of windless, summer night air
Secret moments, shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness, soft spoken words

Chorus:
I love you, always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere, I will be with you
Everyday, I will devour you
I love you, always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere, I will be with you
Everyday, I will devour you

You've got, the most unbelievable
blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got, me almost melt away
As we lay there, under a blue sky
with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness, a magical time

(Chorus)

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

(Chorus)

See U Again

2008-11-18T21:39:00.001+08:00

2008-11-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

As usual i'm listening to radio pilihan... Tuesday night, such a lonely and empty night... but it's already become my routine to tune in into radio pilihan and listen to Izan and Kaori...but tonight Kaori is not around...

Radio pilihan has become my top famous favourite radio FM....and that's where i can calm myself, calm my unsteady feelings, mixture of bad feelings.... all calm down right after the programme 8 pm to 11 pm finished.

And the fun is i can collect plenty of songs which i have never known the artist before...coooooollll, isn't it?

Chill~

2008-11-18T10:45:00.005+08:00

There are increasing amount of single ladies and lonely guys out there... and this clip remind me of the debated forum posted in MC net...

How true is it then?

No wonder more lesbians and gays forming already... hahahaha...

~chill out~

L.O.V.E.

2008-11-17T23:29:00.003+08:00

Cari Pacar Lagi

2008-11-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

Cintaku cintaku padamu
Tak besar seperti dulu
Namun begitu menilai cintaku
Begitu rendah di matamu

Sayangku sayangku padamu
Tak indah seperti dulu
Maumu begini maumu begitu
Tak pernah engkau hargai aku

Oo ooh i am sorry
Ku tak akan love U lagi

Ku peluk memeluk dirimu
Tak hangat seperti dulu
Ku jadi selingkuh karna kau selingkuh
Biar sama-sama kita selingkuh

Oo ooh i am sorry
Ku tak akan love you lagi

Biar ku putuskan saja
Ku tak mau hatiku terluka
Lebih baik ku cukupkan saja
Ku tak mau batinku tersiksa

Jangan kau slalu merasa
Wanita bukan dirimu saja
Lebih baik ku putuskan saja
Cari pacar lagi

Cari pacar lagi
Cari pacar lagi

Discover the new Malacca

2008-11-17T20:46:00.004+08:00

Laughing stock of the Day

2008-11-17T20:36:00.001+08:00

A Breaking News from CNN

A 90 year old Japanese women was found dead but was confirmed still VIRGIN. her name was …

"Takasimasuk"

Soooooooo Sweeeetttt

2008-11-17T20:27:00.002+08:00

Sealed with a kiss... isn't it wonderful???

2008-11-17T18:18:00.002+08:00

1. gals nowadays always tot their are princess even though they are not.

2. gals nowadays think tat they are pretty and they are not.

3. gals nowadays seldom can do house chores

4. gals nowadays are looking for slave to serve them in stead of looking for BF.

5. gals nowadays spend money like their BFs are millionaire.

6. gals nowadays are waiting for good men to divorse.

7. gals nowadays have heavy work loads.

8. gals nowadays afraid of the pain of giving birth.

9. gals nowadays are defeated by the "imported gals".

10. gals nowadays are more capable than men.

About Love 爱情

2008-11-17T16:33:00.001+08:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，
这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十
只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒
著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终
於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半
个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！
接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但
是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而
已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失
了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成
误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

我在默默的祝福你。*^_^*

让我们一起祝'愿天下有情人终成眷属!!!!!!!

Ti Amo

2008-11-14T10:38:00.002+08:00

亞綸 :: 雖然是簡單的形容雖然是重複的動作因為有你讓一切都變成不平凡好想縫合妳我手心就這樣牽住放不開有妳陪伴呼吸著有你的空氣就是幸福

jade:: ti amo te quiero 每一天都要愛上你想著你沉入夢境一張眼一清醒第一個想到又是你合唱 :: 사랑해(sa lang hae) and i love you 我每天都要愛上你 [都要愛上你] 少一天 [少一天] 就會遺憾 [woo hoo] 陪著你的光陰怎樣都不算蹉跎 [都不算蹉跎]

亞綸 :: 好想縫合妳我手心就這樣牽住放不開有妳陪伴呼吸著有你的空氣就是幸福

jade:: ti amo te quiero 每一天都要愛上你想著你沉入夢境一張眼一清醒第一個想到又是你

合唱 :: 사랑해(sa lang hae) and i love you 我每天都要愛上你 [都要愛上你] 少一天 [少一天] 就會遺憾 [woo hoo] 陪著你的光陰怎樣都不算蹉跎 [都不算蹉跎] 陪著你的光陰永遠都覺得不夠

Love is in the air - JPY mix BS

2008-11-13T12:28:00.000+08:00

Love is in the Air

2008-11-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

Love is in the air

Everywhere I look around

Love is in the air

Every sight and every sound

And I don't know if I'm being foolish

Don't know if I'm being wise

But it's something that I must believe in

And it's there when I look in your eyes

Love is in the air

In the whisper of the trees

Love is in the air

In the thunder of the sea

And I don't know if I'm just dreaming

Don't know if I feel sane

But it's something that I must believe in

And it's there when you call out my name

(Chorus)

Love is in the air

Oh oh oh

Love is in the air

In the rising of the sun

Love is in the air

When the day is nearly done

And I don't know if you're an illusion

Don't know if I see it true

But you're something that I must believe in

And you're there when I reach out for you

Love is in the air

Every sight and every sound

And I don't know if I'm being foolish

Don't know if I'm being wise

But it's something that I must believe in

And it's there when I look in your eyes

(Repeat Chorus 4X)

Scorpion woman

2008-11-12T17:30:00.003+08:00

Scorpio is a feminine sign so the Scorpio woman naturally projects this quality in her life and people notice her for this very reason. Yes, you are a Scorpio woman and this seductive, feminine trait is yours and shines through everything you do. This is not however your typical type of femininity – dainty, soft and submissive. You are quite the opposite and have an edge that makes you both magnetically attractive and dangerous at the same time. You are able to lure people with your quick wit and clever humour and in a surprise attack later reveal the deeper and more multifaceted aspects of your personality. You are indeed a chameleon character and only the most advanced soul will understand you. You have no respect for weakness and your friends realise that they have to make an extra effort and lift their game to match your own power if they’re going to continue to be a friend. You are an all or nothing girl.

These same principles apply as much, if not more, to the realm of relationships. Your Scorpio intensity will blow apart the average suitor and so only the most resilient and special type of man is suited to you. To others you seem black and white but this again is part of your smoke and mirrors tactic to weed out the men from the boys. You have an unusual approach in that you are quite possessive of your partner but demand freedom for yourself. In this sense you can be contradictory and send out confusing signals. If you demand this sort of loyalty from others you must give it back, and I am pleased to say that the Scorpio woman does, and that the sense of freedom she seeks is not a deceptive type of freedom, but one in which she can explore her inner self to the utmost level. Immense confidence is part of your personality and coupled with your sense of humour makes you set for success in any area you choose. Your confidence is sometimes disarming to others, as you appear arrogant in style. You’re quick, sharp and straight to the point and unfortunately others misinterpret your motives because of this. Try to adapt yourself to the different characters you engage with and this won’t be so much of a problem for you. Another contradictory signal you give off is related to your wonderful sexual energy.

If men think you are using this to gain an advantage professionally or socially they are very much mistaken. That is the assumption they sometimes make with a Scorpio woman, but how wrong they are! Yet again, this is another inconsistency that will forever keep the pundits puzzling over. Yes, the Scorpio woman is a perplexing creation of God. You will always use your intuition to decide whether others are being honest with you or not. You are a great judge of character and many Scorpio women are drawn into the esoteric arts displaying great natural ability for tarot, astrology and clairvoyance. Apart from any professional use of this power, it will always hold you in good stead and you should trust these inner promptings before making any decision in life.You are outspoken and are never afraid to call a spade a spade. You tell people what you think of their opinions and them. Not everyone will always like you but they will always know where they stand with you. You create enemies as well as friends but would far prefer to be seen as an honest individual and this is just the way it is for a Scorpio woman.Scorpio women make excellent mothers and protect and nourish their young with huge amounts of love, affection and dedication. You are uncompromising and resourceful and this too is another one of your greatest assets in life.

It's amazing

2008-11-12T08:58:00.002+08:00

This song represent my feeling for today, wednesday 12 Nov 2008

Do enjoy, thanks

I feel amazing and wonderful this morning because of a message... and that message really warmed me up and made my day as i smiled.. Thanks dear because i love to have a smile, first thing in the morning to help me brighten the rest of my day.....

Chill~