a new month

Hai Hai, sunshine kissers,

am sorry didnt update my blog for quite some moments now.....just lately realize something which i myself had a shock out of it....

you know...

i bound to meet with people treat me like shyt, who dont appreciate my present, who dont appreciate my being with them when i care, i love, i respect and i admire to be with them...

am really Xhausted....

i have been loyal to you, no flirt with others, no touch others, no clubbing with others, no fool around with others, in the end, i'm being pushed away for being loyal...that's too big price for me pay....

hopeless..

worthless..



After making thousand of excuses, call me money swindler, call me all sort of names, it's

pointless..

then i wanted to try to defend myself, tears swelled up, i totally felt

helpless..


Just one word for U, TACTLESS!




After half hour, u said u need me most, u r sorry, u miss me so much......

If i were to let this argument go, i'm

heartless......

Bcoz...

i'm a simple girl.... with a bleeding heart..... after you threw my heart into the garbage bin, u took it out and caress again..... it wont be the same coz the dirt(pain) is still sticking there.....


I wont turn back....