Forget about me

Hello fellow loyal readers...

It's been a while i wrote bout my deep dark broken feeling. Right now i felt the same feeling again, thus i start to scrap this very blog of mine.

I've tried very hard to make you happy, have tried my best to make you accept me as who i am....

oohhh......

You said it never going to happen like before...You promise won't do it again.... Feel crazy when think it over, my heart was so true, yet you deny my existence.

Wish that i can move on... It's wayyy too strong..... Is this how you wanted it to be? Everything you said sent the tears right down my face at this very moment.... Now I'm trying to escape this misery!

You said you were happy, my baby.... I don't understand....I gave you everything you asked for.... I would love to give you lots more... but i wasn't given the chance! Too late!... Sorry, baby I have to move on....Things happen again, you push me out of the door! Just like that....

Is this how things suppose to end?? Why don't you love me the way I loved you?? Feel so crazy becoz i don't know what i did to you... I've tried to figure out, but i knew i didn't do anything wrong, loyalty is priority.

If you're gonna hurt me, then do it quickly cause I'm tired of cryin'........If you don't wanna stick around..........Then, baby please forget about me.....

Don't be a fool and pls walk away....from all the lies, it's up to you, cause Heaven knows... i've tried.... tell me you're still in love with me.....ohhhhh...

It feels so crazy...

Yeahhhh....

Forget about me
I really loved you.....

Lovely Complex

Kiss Kaerimichi no Love Song

Futarikiri no kouen kaerimichi no shiteiseki
Itsumo yori hashaideru kimi wo mitsume kiitemita"
Moshimo ashita sekai ga naku nattara dou suru?"
Kimi wa nani mo iwazu ni boku no ude wo gyutto shita ne
Nee kocchi wo muiteite
Kuchibiru ga chikasugite doki doki tomaranai

Donna kimi mo donna toki mo uketomeru kara
Moshimo kokoro ga kizutsuite namida koboreru toki wa
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo kimi wo mamoru yo
I LOVE YOU
Kotoba wa iranai yo kimi ga saigo no kissu
Itsumademo

Itsumo no wakare michi de nanimo dekinai wakatteru
Hoppeta fukuramasete te wo hanashite "Moo iku ne"
Nee kocchi wo muiteite
Kuchibiru ni chikazuite doki doki tomaranai

Konna boku mo kimi ga ireba tsuyoku nareru yo
Koi wa fushigi na mahou da ne nanimo kowakunai kara
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo hanashi wa shinai
STAND BY ME
Dareka ja dame nanda kimi ni zutto soba ni ite hoshii

Aa mujaki na sugao no mama kimi wa iu
"Nee, obaachan ni nattemo kisu shite kureru no?
"Nee sono toki ni wa boku datte onaji da yo
Tsunaida te hanashi wa shinai kara

Donna kimi mo donna toki mo uketomeru kara
Moshimo kokoro ga kizutsuite namida koboreru toki wa
Sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo kimi wo mamoru yo
I LOVE YOU
Kotoba wa iranai yo kimi ga saigo no kissu
Itsumademo

Lawak Quote of the Day >.<

Taken from somewhere in this Hell internet..................

Kentut Ibarat Cinta.

Di Pendam Rasa Seksa,

Di Luah Rasa Malu.

Jadi tunjukkanlah Cinta Kamu Perlahan-Lahan

Seperti Mana Kamu Melepaskan Kentut Kamu.

Have a nice evening...~chill out~

Can't finish...huhu.......burpppp...

hehe... aiyo... Can't finish ley... no special one to share with me too... my tummy turns smaller too... Can't finish....huhuhu.... >.<~~~~~~~

Burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrppppppppppppppp.....hahaz!

My own homecook chiili padi spaghetti...fuiyooo

Sooooooooooooo hungry just now... then think think think for about 1 and half hour, have been thinking since 1p.m just now... don't know what to cook... since whole family not at home... lazy cook rice too coz no dish to eat with my rice... then remember my friend bought prawns last night... so i made this dish...

very simple yet so tassty... didn't know the outcome so nice... can see the chilli padi there??

LOL... juicy mushroom, tomato sauces, japanese seaweed... complete dish... hot, spicy and sweeeeettttttt!!!!!!!!!

want some?? hehe...

chill~... enjoying this dish now... until big fat fly also want some ... @.@

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Special dish for birthday friend last night

Guess this dish is called what??? very cute u know? when my friend ordered this last few outings, until now he still order this from a tiny kopitiam ...

ok ok... the name is Nasi Lemak Chicken Chop... special or not? the sambal also ada umph!... but handcook by chinese... apa macam? nak coba tak?

if interested, pls contact me... hahaha... >.<"""""""""""""

chill~

Antagonizing pleasure

Placed upon my lips

Where dreams come true

In just one kiss!

Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy

Closing the door on reality

Not even the thickest iceberg

Could melt the lust I feel inside!

I shed my fears faster than my clothes

The anticipation begins to unfold

My heart begins to pound faster

As you come closer

Just one look from your eyes

And I become hypnotized

A river of sins, to which I concede

Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me!

Your lips gently pressed against mine

A silent submission of tongues intertwined

My mouth tenderly pressed against yours

My voice trembles as you start to explore

Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine

An erotic dance of passing time

My heart's racing as fast as yours

My body's craving for something more!

Starving and Craving

For an evening

Of erotic bliss

Where dreams come true

In Just One Kiss.

♥Variety of Kisses♥

Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them :-)

♥Butterfly Kiss♥ - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.

♥Cheek Kiss♥ - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.

♥Earlobe Kiss♥ - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.

♥Eskimo Kiss♥ - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.

♥Eye Kiss♥ - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes.

♥Eyelid Kiss♥ - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intimate kiss.

♥Finger Kiss♥ - While laying together gently suck on their fingers. This can be very seductive and pleasurable.

♥Foot Kiss♥ - An erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it! To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.

♥Forehead Kiss♥ - The "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.

♥Freeze Kiss (or Melt Kiss)♥ - Experiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.

♥French Kiss♥ - The kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss" because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues. Surprisingly, the French call this "The English Kiss".

♥Fruity Kiss♥ - Take a small piece of fruit and place between your lips (juicy fruits such as grapes, strawberries, small pieces of pineapple or mango are ideal). Kiss your partner and nibble one half of the piece of fruit while they nibble the other until it breaks in half, allowing the juice to run into your mouths.

♥Hand Kiss♥ - Gently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.

♥Hickey Kiss♥ - The object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.

♥Hostage Kiss♥ - Cover your lips with tape and get your love's attention. When they come near, make noises like you're trying to tell them something and motion as if you can't get the tape off. Once they remove the tape from you to hear what you're trying to say tell them: "I've been saving my lips all day just for you!" Then kiss your love passionately!

♥Hot and Cold Kiss♥ - Lick your partner's lips so that they're warm, and then gently blow on them. The sudden cold blast makes for a sensual explosion, and they will often try it on you next, as well as get very passionate.

♥Mistletoe Kiss♥ - Surprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.

♥Letter Kiss♥ - Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.

♥Lick Kiss♥ - Just before kissing, gently run your tongue along you partners lip whether it be the top or bottom one depending on the position of your lips. Very sensual.

♥Lip Sucking Kiss♥ - When kissing gently suck on their lower lip. This can be very exciting.

♥Neck Nibble Kiss♥ - Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.

♥Nip Kiss♥ - This kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips. You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.

♥Reverse Lips Kiss♥ - It involves standing above your lover and kissing them from over their head. This way, each kisser can take the hyper-sensitive bottom lip of thier lover in their mouths, and GENTLY draw blood to the surface of the lip by nibbling and sucking. A very sensuous, connecting kiss.

♥Searching The Cavern♥ - Use the lips and tongue to gently tickle and kiss your lover's navel. Vary speeds and stroke to change sensation. Invigorating and intoxicating.

♥Shoulder Kiss♥ - Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.

♥Sip Kiss♥ - Take a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.

♥Talking Kiss♥ - Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth.

♥Teaser Kiss♥ - Starting on the forehead, a sweet short kiss on lips, then move up the arms up to her hand, kiss her hand, then come back up her arm, to her face and then lightly kiss her lips till she wants a passionate kiss.

♥The Buzzing Kiss♥ - Gently place your lips against your lover's neck , behind their ear. Now, send a shudder through their skin by gently growling and humming, vibrating your lips and cheeks as you do so. Move up and down the neck, over the bones of the face and lips. Stimulating and erotic when done correctly.

♥The Whipped Cream Kiss♥ - Dip your finger into some cool whip or whipped cream of your choice. Lick it off slowly, then embrace your partner and kiss them deeply letting their tongue slip over yours for a wonderfully sweet kiss. It's very seductive and passionate.

♥Tiger Kiss♥ - Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.

♥Trickle Kiss♥ - Take a sip of a favourite drink and trickle it slowly into partner's mouth while kissing.

♥Tongue Sucking♥ - A variation of the French kiss. During an open-mouth kiss gently suck on your partner's tongue (not too hard because it may hurt). Very sexy :-)

♥Quickie Kiss♥ - When you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.

♥Vacuum Kiss♥ - While kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.

♥Wake Up Kiss♥ - Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips. Definitely a more than pleasant way to wake up!

Sorry is not enough..........

Tagged by Da Vin

1. What's your most favourite colour?
- Purple & Peach colour
2. Who is the most important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
- Family & used to be my baybee
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- Twice...back in the years during the time being abused by mah parents and another one is when my ex-baybee always said he is stupid.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Yes...Every decisions made are "A" or "B", no "alang-alang" one....NO "or".......
5. How many babies you want?
- 6
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Yes, beautiful nature besides sunrise and sunset.
7. What is your goal for this year?
- This year? almost ending already... Next year, want to start a brand new life....
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yes, before... now guess not.
9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
- Sincere/Honest (most important)
- Attentive/Sharing problems
- Sweet, Caring, Understanding
- Responsible
- Respect each other
- Shopping together with me
- Dine/laugh/refreshment/entertainment together
- Willing to watch stars with me, play in the rain with me, walk on sandy beach with me.
- Being there for me
- Stick together if go anywhere, most of the time shall bring me (if dont bring, must tell the truth, when i say the truth is tell me the location correctly....dont say go drink beer, but then when relate story some time later, oh went to starbuck - where is the honesty?)
10.What are you really afraid of?
- God and millions-legs crawling creatures
11. What is your bad habit?
- No bad habit at all but i have sharp tongue and easily jealous.
12. What's your opinion with Distance relationship?
- it depends on who is leaving. If baybee went oversea, i follow over. If i'm the one at oversea, i ask if he can follow, if cannot, split up lo... dislike loneliness, must have partner beside de...
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Yes, if possible....because i love to have strong bond between my friends.
14. What does flying means to you?
- means having wings like God's angels and fly among the clouds, above the clear sky.
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- Ice blended red dragon fruits... yummy
16. Are you single/relationship?
- Single
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- Average guy, caring, friendly and love to roam
18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
- If i'm given the chance to be a boy for a day, i won't neglect my gf, will listen to her hurts. Eventough i want to go out having fun with friends, will let her know. If really want to have some time alone, i will make her understand, let her totally trust me, then i will be happy to go out. I won't give thousand excuses like my ex-bf did. (i.e.) I was eating, i was chatting with my friends, so i didnt have the time to reply your messages. I can't turn down ppl's favor to send other girl back home. (girlfriend more important or lady-friends??? - obviously lady-friends)
19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
- being shouted at and being judged without any good reason....and being hurt by ex-bf whom i used to love so much whereby one time, ex-bf said "what for bring gf".......
20. Define yourself?
- Simple girl, homey girl, cooking and baking with love for special ones, and want a homey attentive guy too.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

~Late noticing this tag from his website.... So, won't list out anyone at all...Chill~

Where Did i Go Wrong????????????

The Law of the Garbage Truck

Hello again.

This time my blog, i will disclose a real incident happened during my outing yesterday 23 November 2008 with a real experience in other country, (back in year 2005).

How often do you let other people change your mood?

Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day?

The mark of a successful person is how quickly she/he can get back her/his focus on what's important.

Three years ago I learned this lesson in the back seat of a chartered bus back in Shanghai tour...

China is very popular with cyclists. Not because of poverty but due to their custom and convenient and that makes the beauty of the region.

Here's what happened: We were in this huge bus. We were scheduled to have lunch in this cozy local restaurant. We must hurry as there will be other group coming the same place for meal. Our bus driver is very dedicated driver. We have arrived at the restaurant and the restaurant is at road side, so there are limited parking space or none at all. There was this car blocking our suppose bus parking space. But the car driver ignored our bus driver and still remain motionless at the same place even though our bus driver had horned a few times...

Then our bus driver went down to signal the car driver to move, yet to no avail again. Suddenly the car owner came out and shouted and cursed in foul language at our bus driver. But our bus driver only listen, smile and gave a gentle gesture to the car driver. Not long enough, the car driver moved his car because inside our bus, we have 40+ passengers with our eyes looking at him and our driver. Guess he was feeling regretted.

Then i heard an uncle sitting in front of me taught me of what I now call 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.' He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home or on the streets.

Same goes with people driving in our own hometown. People drive in slow speed at the fast lane, when want to turn to fast lane from slow lane, they don't even bother to signal, and just turned to fast lane causing other people to get upset and tends to burst anger to other car cruisers. When that happened, could you (this other people) just calm down, and readjust yourself to a much soothing mood, smile and forget the lamer? You SHOULDN'T be another lamer. You are NOT better than he is if you charged your disappointment on other drivers!!!!!!!!

The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day. Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, Love the people who treat you right, and get rid of those who don’t…. and pray for them.

Happy Marriage

Love isn't love unless it is expressed;

caring isn't caring unless the other person knows;

sharing isn't sharing unless the other person is included;

Loving, caring, and sharing can make for a very happy marriage.

Bleeding L.O.V.E.

Hi, Hai, Helo, Hello.....

i'm back viewing and thinking to write something in my blog here... not asking anyone to comment but if someone can comment for whatever i wrote on, please do... i would like to hear someone evaluation...

Tonight i felt burden with my so-called smart brain.. because of it, i kept on thinking and keep thinking till late at night... right now already 2 a.m. malaysia time.. and i could not close my eyes...

Things getting upstaged lately and i couldn't get a satisfactory answer/answers. I love to think, thus i can learn and improve myself...No one is stupid... it's just a matter of training your brain to think the proper way and asking yourself the way it suppose to be..if my loved ones really understand if they want to think like me...not only training, but keep practicing... think like CSI teams... why like this, why like that.. and if like this, and if like that... i dont call myself smart... i just love to think to get a SOLID masterpiece of information. BUT, sigh... in the end of the days, i was being critisized of becoming perfectionist, expect too much from this and that.....

I need attention but i storm my emotions at the wrong place, wrong time and wrong person. I have shoulders to cry on but no tears want to come out..All i want is careness, caress, loving and generosity. BUT, i lack honesty! how shame...

Incompatibilities are another thing. Selfishness is another thing again. I tried to sort things out of the screwed arguments but to no avail. i tried to talk, yet being asked to shut up.

Just want to list out my unsatisfactories also forbidden.

Feel like being stranded..

Feel like being strangled..

Feel so hard to be a frank person..

Feel so burden to be gifted as intellectual person..

Feel like no choice but to be meticulous and conscientious..

Feel like being choked like a REAL chicken..

Life is about CHOICE. Give it a think.. why i say like that...and why my blog title is about "CHOICE".

I dont mean and never want to put the blame or pointing fingers on someone.... DO remember this, if you are not happy with me, please tell me first before you walk away. Give me the chance to evaluate myself further deeper as i dont want to feel useless and wasting my life since 2 decades and 7 years on this wonderful planet.

It's 2.30 am now... guess i better have a pause here for a moment.....need to rest my eyes, then read some more articles again... then blogging again.

~Chill out~

Tagged by Bin Bin Unexpectedly :S

Seeee the person who tagged me at my shoutmix, he even shouted at my msn... lolzzzzz

Rules :

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tag back...or else i going to stab your back!!!


Now, i wonder how should i start with my 15 weird habits.....HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!

Ok here goes..

1) Irritated by nail-biting people.. yeay, you know who you are.. LOL... and another is my youngest sister... once she put her fingers into her mouth, i start nagging like hell already... i just dont get it why ppl love to bite nails... if because of nervousness, i guess i don't really mind... but when driving and watching tv???? what the heck...

2)I love soothing musics and musics which goes with the flow of mood... can't live without music or else my life will go haywire...

3) I love my nokia 5610, look simple yet the sound really nice compare to previous phones i used before (samsung, dopod, sony ericsson, etc) and the camera 3.2 megapixel, sharp photos if not as sharp as real nikon camera...hahaha

4) I prefer to use the toilets which i'm familiar with besides my house toilet. Unless traveling, that's an exception. Weird, but that's me... feel cannot "nguk nguk" liao if i'm not familiar with the toilet... remind me of a dog few years back, it has to go round round the same place just to get itself positioned and familiarize den can "berak"...

5) I always dont order drinks during any meals.. because i will feel bloated and i get easily annoyed..

6) I must drink filtered water or else i will feel sick, not that i'm picky yet i dislike being sick... sigh... remind me of rented house there, no filter for water... have to buy spritzer mineral water pulak...eh sianggggggg lo.... >.<""""

7) I hate racisttttt... grrrrrrr.... just because i hear indonesian and malaysian malay songs, "they" quarantined me, NOT FAIRRRRR.... huhu... one of them is my dad... no wonder politic in the country also so "messy".... due to race discrimination... come on, chinese still human, malay also human... cannot together meh?

8) Downloads...my fave... Youtube here and there, then WAHLA!!! sooo nice songs, in love liao... heheee... surf surf den download more than upload... hahahahaha...

9) Love to think... about life, love and money...muahahaha... i am a girl wad... that's when bin bin said i think tooooooooooooooooooooo, wayyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooo much... so sick.... ~chill~

10) I dislike dark & creepy places... that's when bin bin said, "i'm here wad, no need be scare le" ... aiyak doesnt sound like caring bf ho.... dat's when i keep quiet liao for the rest of the outing... lolz... BUT when sleeping, NO LIGHT PLZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11) I love CHOCOLATES, more than cheese... AUSTRALIAN milo especially, better than malaysian milo, i realize malaysian milo got put some more coarse sugar again... true... u go shake a little bit and u will see tiny cubie crystal look sugar..... dislike that very very much, already diabetic is the third disease in this country... dont know what malaysia government enforced law of the F&B industries.

12) I hate ppl pointing fingers at me... why don't they look at themselves first... i want to be myself, if you dislike me, BACKKKKKKK OFFFFFFFF!!! yeah

13) I love to sleep... that's make me lazy bum bum... or bummer? hmmm....

14) I used to love durians... i still do... but i realize the natural taste of the durians has changed... GM Food... genetically modified!!!!!!!!!!we used to have durians taste like thailand durians... but what happened? now the durians taste here and taste there, taste bitter bitter sweet, wet somemore... sooo sick...

15) I love to observe.... Observing create satisfaction for me... i have learned to observe people and i can comment on the spot of who you are like & your weaknesses....scary? hahahaha

16) Last but not least... I love to bite... carefulll...hahaha...

You have been tagged:
(Those who read my blog)
1. Lynne
2. Gerard

Gregorian - Once in a Lifetime

Lovely and soothing... enjoy yah~

Enrique - Euro 2008

Passionate Kisses

I love you

Feels like, I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists, of pale amber rose
Feels like, I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching, discovering you

Those days, of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of windless, summer night air
Secret moments, shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness, soft spoken words

Chorus:
I love you, always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere, I will be with you
Everyday, I will devour you
I love you, always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere, I will be with you
Everyday, I will devour you

You've got, the most unbelievable
blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got, me almost melt away
As we lay there, under a blue sky
with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness, a magical time

(Chorus)

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, not for whatever
Near and far and always and
everywhere and everything

(Chorus)

See U Again

As usual i'm listening to radio pilihan... Tuesday night, such a lonely and empty night... but it's already become my routine to tune in into radio pilihan and listen to Izan and Kaori...but tonight Kaori is not around...

Radio pilihan has become my top famous favourite radio FM....and that's where i can calm myself, calm my unsteady feelings, mixture of bad feelings.... all calm down right after the programme 8 pm to 11 pm finished.

And the fun is i can collect plenty of songs which i have never known the artist before...coooooollll, isn't it?

Chill~

There are increasing amount of single ladies and lonely guys out there... and this clip remind me of the debated forum posted in MC net...

How true is it then?

No wonder more lesbians and gays forming already... hahahaha...

~chill out~

L.O.V.E.

Cari Pacar Lagi

Cintaku cintaku padamu
Tak besar seperti dulu
Namun begitu menilai cintaku
Begitu rendah di matamu

Sayangku sayangku padamu
Tak indah seperti dulu
Maumu begini maumu begitu
Tak pernah engkau hargai aku

Oo ooh i am sorry
Ku tak akan love U lagi

Ku peluk memeluk dirimu
Tak hangat seperti dulu
Ku jadi selingkuh karna kau selingkuh
Biar sama-sama kita selingkuh

Oo ooh i am sorry
Ku tak akan love you lagi

Biar ku putuskan saja
Ku tak mau hatiku terluka
Lebih baik ku cukupkan saja
Ku tak mau batinku tersiksa

Jangan kau slalu merasa
Wanita bukan dirimu saja
Lebih baik ku putuskan saja
Cari pacar lagi

Cari pacar lagi
Cari pacar lagi

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"Takasimasuk"

Soooooooo Sweeeetttt

Sealed with a kiss... isn't it wonderful???

1. gals nowadays always tot their are princess even though they are not.

2. gals nowadays think tat they are pretty and they are not.

3. gals nowadays seldom can do house chores

4. gals nowadays are looking for slave to serve them in stead of looking for BF.

5. gals nowadays spend money like their BFs are millionaire.

6. gals nowadays are waiting for good men to divorse.

7. gals nowadays have heavy work loads.

8. gals nowadays afraid of the pain of giving birth.

9. gals nowadays are defeated by the "imported gals".

10. gals nowadays are more capable than men.

About Love 爱情

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。



*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，
这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十
只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！


*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！


*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒
著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终
於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了


*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半
个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！
接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但
是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。


你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！


爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。


*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而
已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！


*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失
了爱情的乐趣。


*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分


*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成
误导。那就糟糕了！


*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。



我在默默的祝福你。*^_^*


让我们一起祝'愿天下有情人终成眷属!!!!!!!

Ti Amo

亞綸 :: 雖然是簡單的形容 雖然是重複的動作 因為有你 讓一切都變成不平凡 好想縫合妳我手心 就這樣牽住放不開 有妳陪伴 呼吸著有你的空氣 就是幸福

jade:: ti amo te quiero 每一天都要愛上你 想著你 沉入夢境 一張眼 一清醒 第一個想到又是你 合唱 :: 사랑해(sa lang hae) and i love you 我每天都要愛上你 [都要愛上你] 少一天 [少一天] 就會遺憾 [woo hoo] 陪著你的光陰 怎樣都不算 蹉跎 [都不算 蹉跎]

亞綸 :: 好想縫合妳我手心 就這樣牽住放不開 有妳陪伴 呼吸著有你的空氣 就是幸福

jade:: ti amo te quiero 每一天都要愛上你 想著你 沉入夢境 一張眼 一清醒 第一個想到又是你

合唱 :: 사랑해(sa lang hae) and i love you 我每天都要愛上你 [都要愛上你] 少一天 [少一天] 就會遺憾 [woo hoo] 陪著你的光陰 怎樣都不算 蹉跎 [都不算 蹉跎] 陪著你的光陰 永遠都覺得 不夠

Love is in the air - JPY mix BS

Love is in the Air

Love is in the air

Everywhere I look around

Love is in the air

Every sight and every sound

And I don't know if I'm being foolish

Don't know if I'm being wise

But it's something that I must believe in

And it's there when I look in your eyes

Love is in the air

In the whisper of the trees

Love is in the air

In the thunder of the sea

And I don't know if I'm just dreaming

Don't know if I feel sane

But it's something that I must believe in

And it's there when you call out my name

(Chorus)

Love is in the air

Love is in the air

Oh oh oh

Oh oh oh

Love is in the air

In the rising of the sun

Love is in the air

When the day is nearly done

And I don't know if you're an illusion

Don't know if I see it true

But you're something that I must believe in

And you're there when I reach out for you

Love is in the air

Every sight and every sound

And I don't know if I'm being foolish

Don't know if I'm being wise

But it's something that I must believe in

And it's there when I look in your eyes

(Repeat Chorus 4X)

Scorpion woman

Scorpio is a feminine sign so the Scorpio woman naturally projects this quality in her life and people notice her for this very reason. Yes, you are a Scorpio woman and this seductive, feminine trait is yours and shines through everything you do. This is not however your typical type of femininity – dainty, soft and submissive. You are quite the opposite and have an edge that makes you both magnetically attractive and dangerous at the same time. You are able to lure people with your quick wit and clever humour and in a surprise attack later reveal the deeper and more multifaceted aspects of your personality. You are indeed a chameleon character and only the most advanced soul will understand you. You have no respect for weakness and your friends realise that they have to make an extra effort and lift their game to match your own power if they’re going to continue to be a friend. You are an all or nothing girl.

These same principles apply as much, if not more, to the realm of relationships. Your Scorpio intensity will blow apart the average suitor and so only the most resilient and special type of man is suited to you. To others you seem black and white but this again is part of your smoke and mirrors tactic to weed out the men from the boys. You have an unusual approach in that you are quite possessive of your partner but demand freedom for yourself. In this sense you can be contradictory and send out confusing signals. If you demand this sort of loyalty from others you must give it back, and I am pleased to say that the Scorpio woman does, and that the sense of freedom she seeks is not a deceptive type of freedom, but one in which she can explore her inner self to the utmost level. Immense confidence is part of your personality and coupled with your sense of humour makes you set for success in any area you choose. Your confidence is sometimes disarming to others, as you appear arrogant in style. You’re quick, sharp and straight to the point and unfortunately others misinterpret your motives because of this. Try to adapt yourself to the different characters you engage with and this won’t be so much of a problem for you. Another contradictory signal you give off is related to your wonderful sexual energy.

If men think you are using this to gain an advantage professionally or socially they are very much mistaken. That is the assumption they sometimes make with a Scorpio woman, but how wrong they are! Yet again, this is another inconsistency that will forever keep the pundits puzzling over. Yes, the Scorpio woman is a perplexing creation of God. You will always use your intuition to decide whether others are being honest with you or not. You are a great judge of character and many Scorpio women are drawn into the esoteric arts displaying great natural ability for tarot, astrology and clairvoyance. Apart from any professional use of this power, it will always hold you in good stead and you should trust these inner promptings before making any decision in life.You are outspoken and are never afraid to call a spade a spade. You tell people what you think of their opinions and them. Not everyone will always like you but they will always know where they stand with you. You create enemies as well as friends but would far prefer to be seen as an honest individual and this is just the way it is for a Scorpio woman.Scorpio women make excellent mothers and protect and nourish their young with huge amounts of love, affection and dedication. You are uncompromising and resourceful and this too is another one of your greatest assets in life.

It's amazing

This song represent my feeling for today, wednesday 12 Nov 2008

Do enjoy, thanks





I feel amazing and wonderful this morning because of a message... and that message really warmed me up and made my day as i smiled.. Thanks dear because i love to have a smile, first thing in the morning to help me brighten the rest of my day.....

Chill~

Mengintai Langit

This is the song of today.

Do enjoy.. thanks




Setiap hari ku tulis
Yang ku telah jatuh cinta
Tapi ku rasa bersalah
Tidak ku nyatakan padamu
Adakah engkau merasa
Apa yang sedang kurasa
Terpanah tancap asmara
Harapnya kau dah terima
Maafkan aku kerna menyintamu
Maaf jika ku tak padan dengan mu
Tapi ku berjanji
Kau juwita hati
Akan ku jaga hingga akhir nanti
Maafkan aku terus memujamu
Maafkan aku yang terlanjur merindu
Di dalam hujan renyai
Aku mengintai langit
Mengharap engkau akan setuju
Menyintai aku
Menyanyi dan bisikanlah sayang
Baik nyata dalam jiwa
Tak tahan rasanya menanggung kasmara
Agar dapat ku lelapkan mata
Mengkhayalkan mu
Bermimpikan mu
Sepanjang malam ku

GiGi - Love, Peace 'N' Respect 11 Januari

Listen and enjoy~




Gigi - 11 Januari

Sebelas Januari Bertemu
Menjalani Kisah Cinta Ini
Naluri Berkata Engkaulah Milikku
Bahagia Selalu Dimiliki
Bertahun Menjalani Bersamamu
Kunyatakan bahwa Engkaulah jiwaku

Akulah Penjagamu
Akulah Pelindungmu
Akulah Pendampingmu
Di setiap langkah-langkahmu

Pernahku Menyakiti Hatimu
Pernah kau melupakan janji ini
Semua Karena kita ini manusia

Akulah Penjagamu
Akulah Pelindungmu
Akulah Pendampingmu
Di setiap langkah-langkahmu

Chorus:
Kau bawa diriku
Kedalam hidupmu
Kau basuh diriku
Dengan rasa sayang
Senyummu juga sedihmu adalah Hidupku
Kau sentuh cintaku dengan lembut
Dengan sejuta warna

Cemburu tanda sayang

Cemburu itu hadir apabila seseorang takut kehilangan pasangannya, ketika dia merasakan sedang bersaing untuk mendapatkan perhatian dan kasih sayang kekasihnya dan bila dia kurang yakin akan hubungan emosi dengan pasangannya.


Translation to English:

Jealousy appear when someone afraid of losing her partner, that's when she felt she is competing to gain attention and love from her lover and also when she felt lack of confidence of her emotions towards her lover.

Anger Management???

This is soooo cool... got it while i was browsing the internet....

http://www.doodie.com/anger_management.php

Please post a comment about this game.. thanks ^.^

Hot Afternoon of 6th Nov

I have just finished adding music gadget to my official blog. Suddenly felt so sayang of everything. Memories of last time came back while listening to K.G. smooth jazz....huhu...

erk... telephone ringing... that was my friend, accountant at imperial mall.. LOL, she thought i was still at SHMMY working but sorry i told her that i had resigned long time ago.

I deeply love someone for the past 10 years, and just because of a little argument or so-called misunderstanding, things heated up and getting worse by minutes by days...Where are the angels of God when i needed comforts and coziness of hugs?

I used to laugh at someone's idiosyncrasies every now and then, i know i showed my face of uninterested sometimes, yet i could not help it because i'm an honest person. But my ears are wide open and still are. All i know now is everything being left behind already. Not forgotten but kept in a corner storage box of my brain. I have never forget his warmth comfort and lame jokes. He pushed his muscular shoulders to me when i feel my tears flowing heavily down my cheeks.

Life is very intriguing. That's how our life journey being drawn out. And every relationship has a cycle. Falling in love is sooo easy. The feeling of heart pumping and sweaty hand and adrenalin flow so fast as if i have Acrophobia when i had played the "Shooter" at Genting Highland, KL. So passive and spontaneous experience.

I can feel the breakdown of relationship as the euphoria of love is fading away. Infidelity is the most obvious. Yet some people turn to work, friendship, excessive tv, hobby, abusive substances.

Love is NOT a mystery. Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits WILL make one's relationship stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can "make" love.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labor of love." Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your relationship work.


Here's a story to share with you

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?" Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

Sweetest Love

Touching words from the mouth of babes.

What does Love mean?

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make ! sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."

Mark - age 6

There was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"

When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need.

Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that You know they may be needing this day! And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power as he/she seeks to have a closer relationship with you. Amen.

AfternOOn of Mah alMost 3 decades living on Earth!

I just got back from outing just now. There is an impact in what i'm feeling right now. F***!

"What am i going to do", i can hear my brain ask my heart. I smoke a C**** to get my head right BUT what the heck????? And i keep playing this song by Jason M "I'm yours".

Yea, time so short, even i'm yours, what's the point when my sister, my friend, my mom saw me suffering and unhappy? all of them gave me points which hit my brain and heart. Is there anyone can help me? Is there anyone can give me different point of views?

I really lost my life. Really lost my feeling. Really lost my direction. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, started a new stick of C****. The taste sooooooo good. No wonder bunch of my friends can't quit smoking!

Whatever i hold now, I will let go now. Or can i?

Owhhhh......... F**kingggg Invalidator.

This year birthday meaningless again. Nvm? that word sound so familiar... ahhhh yes, from the mouth of my lover.

Blogging is like a diary to me now.. lol... i'm opening my mind to look at the world. World a.k.a society is cruel, only now i realize it, how naiveeeeee...

BIBLE, so holy that i can't stop reading and analyzing it's contents.

B - Basic
I - Instruction
B - Before
L - Leaving
E - Earth

Time is so short. No more playing games.

MorninG of 4th November

Woke up quite early because sms ringing... LOL.... didnt know someone wake up that early. Earlybird hia, well i like early morning breeze, cool and refreshing air yet i dislike to wake up that early, remind me of secondary suffering mornings.. You know, late one minute, the prefect already got his pen ready standing on his notepad thingy? if he likes you, he only write down and ask you to do something not heavy work later, if he dislike you, he assign you to wash de toilette.

muahahaha... man, today i'm sooo cheeky. Biasala dah tua setahun, sik dapat gik manja gilak, kwang x3. Arggghhhh, duli!!!!!

now. 08.24 am lo... not long going out liao... go wander around town with a girl-friend...

I received call from my darling baybee at about 07.45 am saying sorry, tertidur awal... as usual... hehehehe (giggling).

Hopefully tonight will have surprises... i love surprises...

Time to go... till then...ciao...

My Birthday in 1 & half hour to go ...



My beloved baybee

We have gone through so many obstacles for a decade now.

Just want to tell you that it has been amazing and wonderful being together with you, just with you.

I was really surprised when bebe gave me this bouquet of flowers of 7 pretty pink roses with a little teddy bear.

Make me want to hug my real cuddly teddy bear instead, King Kong bebe... just kidding ok, baybee for calling you king kong? Because you are soooo protective. 我爱你 1314.

This bouquet of roses really remind me of the flowers i gave to bebe during Valentine's day. Fresh white lovely roses.








7 Roses : I’m infatuated with you
Pink Roses: Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts. Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy

Do enjoy the video clip below. Thanks.

"I'm Yours"

WeLcomE

Today is my first day start blogging... i saw my friend did her blog and now my turn...

Thanks for coming by.