Happy New Year~~~~~~

I miss my baby so much... This picture was taken during Christmas 2008, the wind was quite relaxing and soothing, i missed that moment very much...

Baybee, if u come upon this blog already, I had kept my whisper in a medium size bubble waiting for you to poke... ^^... {Watashiwa daisuki baybee}

Happy New Year to everyone~~~

I'm embracing Year 2009 as so many promises going to happen in this coming wonderful year, and GOODBYE Year 2008 as so many disappointment and unhappiness occurred...

Tonight, just a few more hours to go for countdown... hehehe... can't wait to see bebe... drive carefully ya, bebe... although the road from Bandar Seri Begawan is so smooth, still please drive smartly...

Aight, i gotta dress myself as requested by my bebe already...haha... sweet guy... sweet moment....

Love you!!!!!..

Oh Yeah, Because There is You

Hello Darlings...

I just finished doing this little video clip of my trip with my hubby last week to KL...

Not feeling well starting this morning right after i finished doing my first blog for today... sigh.... sick for christmas eve... great, isn't it?... What an adventure...

Symptoms: watery nose, throat dry, eyes feverish, sweaty body.. ('.')

Well, to my beloved hubby, this is for you... I mizz you, and i still feel bad because couldn't wake up to answer your call before you departed from Miri to Brunei.....

I did this clip with love for you as my memories sharply recognize each slides flipping by...




Lotsa LoveBites, Kisses, and Huggies,

Your sweetie

3 Days to Christmas

I woke up this morning, as usual thanking our Heavenly Father for his bless that i still can enjoy another beautiful day on this earth.

40 minutes after reading mail, checking MCnet, playing facebook, i decided to blog and here i am.

I received a wayy too sweet lovely message from you, my soon-to-be hubby..haha..you have brighten my day...though outside weather so dull and humid... but my whole world so sunny...LOVE your early morning greeting and could not resist to LOVE you more...

We (me and hubby) just got back from KL trip and it's really amazing things get heated up again... and we are back into lovely journey down our love passage way again... The reason i said amazing is because, the truth, nothing but this very truth, true love is not eternity, both couples need to work hard to save relationship which is once so beautiful and rotten days by days with arguments and etc...and there we are, went to KL for few days, shopping and bad mood for a while again... it's funny when we intend to tease our love ones, but mistakenly misunderstood as serious comment...that part was a havoc... until i can feel hubby's parents felt annoyed and pointing fingers on me for causing that....sighhh...after that moment, we made up again... hope hubby remembered what you did last week...hahahaha... (not last summer ya)....really melting moments when we made up at IOI mall, lol...that's sharply memorized by me... of course when i'm being hold so tightly, held from behind playfully...he couldn't let go of my hand...can feel he smell my hair...and little smooch at my neck....very sweet guy indeed.....


A real advice from me myself whom i have loved a guy for 10 years and still love him:-

When you feel your relationship dull and no spiritual at all and when break-up OR divorce issue is on air....try these few ways to save your long built-relationship:

1) go for vacation... if you got some $$$, it's great, indulge yourself in shopping and food like desserts....
==> i love ice-cream, went to Haagen-Dazs, love the macadamia nuts and Rum & Raisins (<--- this one my hubby love one, then i fall in love with it, then i add some natural yogurt, WAHLA, superb).... lovely and now i really want that ice cream again.. :( ... went to Baskin & Robin, kinda sweeter than Haagen-Dazs... my hubby loves the Burger King Large Whopper... it's huge and delicious, the beef meat is like a steak, grilled some more... i enjoyed the moment watching him chomping the grand burger...it's fattening but please don't hold back when you are in vacation!!!!... ENJOY~~~~~


STILL, hubby, i mizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz the SUNNY HILL ice cream... huhu... cooling ice cream eh... with bread and corn menu...arghhhhhhhhhh................................................handmade one still better..LOL...i want go there soon...very soon, no kidding...

ALIEN

Hello Sunshines...

It's a while since my last blog on 3rd December, sorry for the delays, it's just that i couldn't help it but to relax my mind and hand from touching the keypad for a while...

Just got back from KL trip and things have been improved from spiritual to emotional advancement..When you stayed too long in a relationship without recharging the spark of love into your faithful relationship, everything get messed up..

Eventually i adopted an alien, just like my baybee mentioned just now.. i really miss his jokes.. it's amazing to me, when i flashed back my first encounter with him at one of tuition class.. i have loved him ever since.

well, for now.. i gotta get some rest... my eyes so sleepy now... will pen again first thing in the morning... right now felt a little depressed due to unsupportive phenomenon occured after back from outing just now with baybee..

A for Anxiety

Hello Sunshines (of course dear readers),

Sorry didn't update blog for about three days now...

Can you guess what the title above is all about?

That's what i'm feeling right now, right here, right..... DAMN..... Is this what happen after PMS?

Argghhh, GODdamnIt...ooh! ooh!.. i mean ALAHdamnIt?...erk...O my tofu.... >.<""""



What is the meaning of Anxiety;

Let's see...

Quote from wikipedia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anxiety)

Anxiety is a physiological and psychological state characterized by cognitive, somatic, emotional, and behavioral components.[1] These components combine to create an uncomfortable feeling that is typically associated with uneasiness, apprehension, or worry.

Anxiety is a generalized mood state that occurs without an identifiable triggering stimulus. As such, it is distinguished from fear, which occurs in the presence of an external threat. Additionally, fear is related to the specific behaviors of escape and avoidance, whereas anxiety is the result of threats that are perceived to be uncontrollable or unavoidable.[2]

Anxiety is a normal reaction to stress. It may help a person to deal with a difficult situation, for example at work or at school, by prompting one to cope with it. When anxiety becomes excessive, it may fall under the classification of an anxiety disorder.



I started to get this feeling right after i woke up this morning.. I felt drowsiness taken over my soul and I feel soo lazy until now... then i did some sit up and some left to right, right to left actions... and i felt better....

But what could have caused this uneasiness?

Words/phrases/advices from an old folk, father of my friend, holding the position of pastor/dean still ringing in my ears after the sunday outing at Secret Recipe......

"Are you ready to accept Jesus Christ, the beloved Son of The Lord (our Father in Heaven)"?


errrrmm....


Am I ready? that's the question..

I have been trying to seek out for comforts from loved ones.. yet no exact reaction which can match or overtake my anxiety feeling.

Who shall i turn to?

i'm totally lost....i'm big big girl already, yet lost in this small world of my back mind.....

Will someone help me out? Please?

Jeff Dunham - Achmed the Dead Terrorist

Somone special just saved my day tOday...I was feeling blue, upset then happy then blue, upset back....

KeV says:
sayang wan to see comedy mah?

Cynthia says:
yesss pls

Here Goes (Hope someone else days also brighten up...) no point kept staying under depression mode... LOL...

http://www.jeffdunham.com
http://www.jeffdunham.com/#/videos

http://www.youtube.com/jeffdunham

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svlj9U0NTFo

Very funny

I chat with a friend a while ago... becoz i realized i left my Jacob biscuit i bought for RM10.99 per tin (member price), during one day sale yesterday at boulevard hypermarket HQ branch and my Tupperware bottle too in his car.

and this conversation at msn lead to hilarious laughter.

Read below:

Cynthia says:
Hi
KeV says:
what are you doing?
Cynthia says:
surfing internet, do my blog, download anime, etc
Cynthia says:
my biscuit left in ur car, later put in the bOOt can?
Cynthia says:
scare hot till spoilt
Cynthia says:
my bottle also forget
KeV says:
haizz....
KeV says:
eee....geram aku tok eh
KeV says:
i not marah sayang ler k?
KeV says:
i know sayang wan to eat the biscuit ler
Cynthia says:
me eat a piece at a time
KeV says:
i know but sayang wan to eat it ler
Cynthia says:
i dun want share wif family, cOz they eat like racOOn
Cynthia says: (me also laugh)
Hahahahaha
KeV says:
hahahaha
KeV says:
and now from geram(frustration) to laughter liao
KeV says:
LOL
Cynthia says:
hehe

No offence to my beloved family, but they really eat one whole tin of Jacob biscuits like Chipsmore, now you have it, now you don't... especially my youngest sister, one time eat, can eat up to 7 pieces, if eat with MILO, 10 pieces of biscuits one time also got... RACCOON huh??!!!

The last month of Year 2008

Great... didn't realize today is 1st December already... Baka!!!!!!

Crazy...

大炮人...people talk big!!!

Good morning, everybody...

Lately, I realized some people really like to talk big..大炮!!!..

It creates frustration to have met with this kind of people.

It creates anxiety whether I should trust their words, wondering which words are true and which words are just "empty".

Exhausted........