Miracle?

Helloooooooo sunshine kissers..... really miss you all....

hahaha..... first, Happy Valentine's Day to you all, even if you are single, and if you deeply love your parents, your siblings or your grandparents, it's still Valentine, give your love to them, share with them, express your Valentine to them.... that's what OPRAH said over tv today....hehehe..

While i was nursing my sickness, kinda critical, flu+asthma+fever....first time ever.... a couple of weeks ago, i got into accident and now sick....... and baybee dont understand my situation at all...... i felt so heartbroken and cried last night......couldn't breathe somemore due to asthma, long time ago cured already.... now attack me....

i was feeling so relaxed whole day today becoz whole family getting preparation for my sister going off NZ soon.....so i watched astro and at 6.40pm i cook my porridge with small fire... slow cooking ba...... then halfway want to go check my porridge to prevent it from burning or what, i caught this cute art......

i didnt draw this ok??? really caught it, luckily got my handphone around......right after baybee called to comfort me for not understanding my situation............

God knows baybee no love me with all his heart, thus God send notty angels to draw on my porridge huh????

MIRACLE???

Ooo Yeaahhhhhh.... feel so great and happy...coz it happened on Valentine's Eve eh........i'm being loved by our Heavenly Father..........hehehehehe... *big grin*

Feeling Sarsi

Hello sunshine kissers.......

haha... really miss your all tender jokes around and comments around... i know i look like i dont pay attention, but i do pay attention... hahahaha...

i'm feeling sarsi the whole day... wanna know why?

well, Sarsi is sweet, but bitter at some part and black too.... let me explain....

I slept at 3 a.m last night on saturday after party at darling house, straight from brunei back to miri, then woke up at 9 a.m... feeling numb, no, feeling drowsy, no, feeling shit, no too... feeling oh my GAWD..... yeaah... i bet you wonder what feeling is that, right?......

tummy cramp first thing i stepped down my bed.... then darling called... then disagreements with mom.... then went to church, then lunch at pizza hut...... i wasn't feeling myself, but still able to FOCUS on my closest family talking and mumbling and humming? i wonder did they hum along the pizza line?? hahahaha.... i do look blurred, only darling understood what is going on my mind.....that's the sweet part of 'SARSI'..........................................................

whole day feeling uneasy, uncomfortable, no peace at all..................arguments this morning really affected my mood the whole day.............. the best part is, my baybee managed to pull some dummy jokes to make me forget the problems i face at home eventhough i caused him unhappy at one time......................... that's bitter part of 'SARSI'...................................

I wore long sleeve purple Tee with black Vee dress, only that i felt so gloomy, can't feel the purplish happier mood of me.................. and that's the black part of 'SARSI'.......................

tummy churned, twisted and cramps.... feeling like twisties + kueh chap.... how bad, really bad is that???