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14 February 2009

Miracle?

Helloooooooo sunshine kissers..... really miss you all....

hahaha..... first, Happy Valentine's Day to you all, even if you are single, and if you deeply love your parents, your siblings or your grandparents, it's still Valentine, give your love to them, share with them, express your Valentine to them.... that's what OPRAH said over tv today....hehehe..

While i was nursing my sickness, kinda critical, flu+asthma+fever....first time ever.... a couple of weeks ago, i got into accident and now sick....... and baybee dont understand my situation at all...... i felt so heartbroken and cried last night......couldn't breathe somemore due to asthma, long time ago cured already.... now attack me....

i was feeling so relaxed whole day today becoz whole family getting preparation for my sister going off NZ soon.....so i watched astro and at 6.40pm i cook my porridge with small fire... slow cooking ba...... then halfway want to go check my porridge to prevent it from burning or what, i caught this cute art......

i didnt draw this ok??? really caught it, luckily got my handphone around......right after baybee called to comfort me for not understanding my situation............

God knows baybee no love me with all his heart, thus God send notty angels to draw on my porridge huh????

MIRACLE???

Ooo Yeaahhhhhh.... feel so great and happy...coz it happened on Valentine's Eve eh........i'm being loved by our Heavenly Father..........hehehehehe... *big grin*

09 February 2009

Feeling Sarsi

Hello sunshine kissers.......

haha... really miss your all tender jokes around and comments around... i know i look like i dont pay attention, but i do pay attention... hahahaha...

i'm feeling sarsi the whole day... wanna know why?

well, Sarsi is sweet, but bitter at some part and black too.... let me explain....

I slept at 3 a.m last night on saturday after party at darling house, straight from brunei back to miri, then woke up at 9 a.m... feeling numb, no, feeling drowsy, no, feeling shit, no too... feeling oh my GAWD..... yeaah... i bet you wonder what feeling is that, right?......

tummy cramp first thing i stepped down my bed.... then darling called... then disagreements with mom.... then went to church, then lunch at pizza hut...... i wasn't feeling myself, but still able to FOCUS on my closest family talking and mumbling and humming? i wonder did they hum along the pizza line?? hahahaha.... i do look blurred, only darling understood what is going on my mind.....that's the sweet part of 'SARSI'..........................................................

whole day feeling uneasy, uncomfortable, no peace at all..................arguments this morning really affected my mood the whole day.............. the best part is, my baybee managed to pull some dummy jokes to make me forget the problems i face at home eventhough i caused him unhappy at one time......................... that's bitter part of 'SARSI'...................................

I wore long sleeve purple Tee with black Vee dress, only that i felt so gloomy, can't feel the purplish happier mood of me.................. and that's the black part of 'SARSI'.......................

tummy churned, twisted and cramps.... feeling like twisties + kueh chap.... how bad, really bad is that???

31 January 2009

5th Day of 2009 New Year

Now, i want to post some random pictures... cause first time ma....funny, pissed off and feel deserted....

The police car, if not mistaken was WSP4591, and the police in-charge at balai polis was Mr. Borhan, Ibanese man...110824.....

This is the lady who turned just like that macam la jalan tok jalan datuk moyang nya.... u know why? when the accident happened, she called the uncle and call the guy in white shirt polka dot, which is in later picture below, the other workshop (rather than the other office, huh)... aok, yala orang sik tentu tok, pakey nama bapak la pakey nama uncle la... bila dah polah salah, sik dapat lari dari law la....

this car belong to Ah Pau from Hiap Seng de (hp: 013-8332660)

This is the girl's uncle, looking from far............................

two from left: guys from the other workshop

two from right: the girl's bf punya friend...

Geng la.... biasala....manusia........

This car... QKP6655, lepak kejap, talk to the girl and ciao....

the guy in stripe.... very geng o..... mauk tarik dua dua kereta, then funny thing happen, geng lain dari workshop different datang, and rebut kereta..... and gangster la..... suara kuat o...... 'wo yao na zhe liang liang che, bu ke yi meh'? translation: i want to take both this car, cannot meh?

so the polka dot white shirt guy replied, not that cannot, i know the uncle, then said something like 'tanjung' thingy, sound like orang besar kan? i know the uncle ba, later hard to 'jiao dai' (explain)...bla bla bla.....so many drama at one scene nia.......really funny.... then my spine starts to get painful, i thought will be gone by 15 minutes, yet the pain reach to front, tummy part....

the pink shirt is the lady, the grey shirt is the bf..... and the pissed off part was the bf told my dad that i drove very fast.... wahlau eh.... no speed limit there, who is he to judge ar? Datuk Temenggung Oyong Lawai ka? 'toooot'.................if i heard he said that, sure i bla him off.... it's okay... God's willing, we will see again, dudeeeeeeeee.........

orang lunbawang la... very tricky, when they feel defeated, they tried to eat you up..... at the back of you, they can create different stories and usually ppl will buy their stories..... i already experienced at my last workplace.....luckily i asked for medical checkup, they pay on the spot... RM120, X-Ray scan RM70, ubat sapu plus ubat tahan sakit RM50......

lastly, i heard they said that she was driving her brother's car, and her brother is in Kuching... and if her name is not in the insurance policy, she need to pay RM400, and she now facing saman, need to pay RM300, and just now paid my medical fee at MCMC, RM120.....

i feel so tired now... just done argument with parents... coz they dun care about me, whether i'm hurt or not, all they care about the car and the bf's comment.... what the heck????

i will escape from this house and miri city one day... i will....

30 January 2009

My baby Rhino went to hospital

Happy Chinese New Year to all my sunshine kissers......

It's been a while that i had time to scribble my blog here......

Because of accident, i'm going to upload some photos of the incident..

Today kind of adventure to me cause i experienced quite a number of new things ever happen in my life...

First of all, have to thank to our Heavenly Father for his blessings that i'm still alive from this unexpected accident... just some bruises and spine painful, could be of the impact.... first time in my life ever shaking that hard.... shaking until my own precious handphone, now crack at the front cover.....huhu...

Why i call my proton Waja, baby Rhino?? coz ever since he was borned, he is the very first Waja driven in Miri and i used it to drive my darling, dat time still studying cum working in Eit... very memorable moment with this car......that's why i call him baby rhino... hijau maa....

4.00 pm, I was cruising at the back road of padang kerbau towards darling's house to check and check and check arghh... hehehe... see and see lo.... then 4.35pm start to go back home already... at that time hear the radio announced the landslide in Miri at kampung lopeng, canada hill, about 6 houses damaged but no news about anyone injured....

Source: http://www.miricommunity.net/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=17782&st=0&sk=t&sd=a&start=32

While this happen, cause jams along the highway of police complex and i planned to escape the traffic jams and turned into jalan bintang road to use bulan sabit merah road to go back home in pujut 2.

And Wahla, this happened to me....

Can you see the double line there, she used to shortcut turn into this very simpang?????

Kesian my baby rhino, bleedingggg.....green blood.....just because of that stupid cheap car, i wonder if the owner also having cheap brain.... Bakero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

baby rhino eyes both pecah, yeay hey change brand new...muahahaha... claim their insurance la of course.... Thank you Lord, really loves you... u know why? coz when i turned at the simpang towards bintang primary school just now, can hear the loud 'kwoook' at the drive shaft... and i just found out from mom that the drive shaft already like that ever since my sister had accident at Krokop 5 last time...i was scared to use this car, coz my mom doesn't really take the initiative to make the car safe to drive. coz only my dad and me always use that car... imagine if the drive shaft suddenly putus..... yea, i know, touch wood la... but i ever experienced with darling's white saga last time...so very dangerous....so since this accident happened, i can get free ride home...hehehe....

my spine really hurting right now... can't even lie down.... darn that lady driving that cheap car... orang lunbawang lagi tu..... tambah lagi cheap....

I miss my baby Rhino now, hope those ppl in Hiap Seng will take good care of her......